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You're back again with a new face and a new name.
_______________________
It's embarrassing to love you
To chase after you with every thought and motion
You opened up a heart you weren't ready to hold
I live with wounds I have no time to face
I'm so high at the thought of you
you got me so drunk and swinging between moods
I'm copying the girl you love
the insecure but beautiful woman you're trying to prove yourself to
could you love me too?
You act as if you want me one day then get pissed that I wanted you too?
You act like I'm an option and I am waiting to get promoted like a fool
Will my insecurities be a deal-breaker for you?
Or could you love me and cause me to love myself too?
I don't know myself anymore
I'm flying between worlds and I'm so high
I drag the ghost of you everywhere I go and I never let you go
You are nobody special I'm just an addict who hates herself
I accept it
I'm addicted
I'm insecure
Changing and exploding
Get me so high if you want to stand next to me
Do you want to stand next to me? Would you?
Dear number one,
Just when I thought you had stored all these memories of me and you scroll through them every night before you sleep, you break the news to me
YOU ARE READING
~ Grey Limits
Poetry~Midnight thoughts with the music playing. A book of poems. Everything beautiful has its grey limits. If thoughts and emotions are colors then they are a wide spectrum of shades that go from the sweet to the bitter. Yet our hearts and souls reach g...
