~Midnight thoughts with the music playing. A book of poems.
Everything beautiful has its grey limits.
If thoughts and emotions are colors then they are a wide spectrum of shades that go from the sweet to the bitter. Yet our hearts and souls reach g...
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~ The meaning then the loss of it. Birth then death.
I fell asleep last night for you. I chewed my food fearing that you might be craving some and went to school.
Mother said I should heal faster with these pills, but they made no pills to heal what is more than cells.
Finally, they've recognized the treasure you were.
You wouldn't believe how your parents couldn't even handle it well. You once mentioned it but how was I supposed to tell?
Your pictures on the walls are captivating so suddenly, resembling loss for whoever passes by unluckily
So now they miss you? Not half as much as I do. It's all for you.
I painted my bedroom walls with the shades of you. From your jet black hair to your deep ocean eyes that I never found land in because you cried then it was a hurricane.
The first time I held you tight I tried to soak you with warmth, though not half as much as I should have. Suffocating in my inability to love.
Remember the stars you left wishes on? I found them again in your eyes when you decided my life was worth yours.
How could it be too late yet too soon?
I changed my ways; dropped arguments to find peace. I changed my words; using them to form a masterpiece.
It's all for you I hope you know how far from reality I've searched to find you. Praying to find harmony in the chaos where you left me and flew.
So I live for the stars in your eyes that I now search for in the skies.
But darling I wish you did not, because saving the body isn't saving the soul. You saved me not.
They are wrong to think you were the only one that left that day my soul chased after yours knowing you're the one it deserves.
I know our souls are happy somewhere far away, that is why I don't feel here anymore.
So I'll tell my mother to take the pills away your body gave up on you all too soon, mine might as well do.
Yet I'll breathe for you and I'll sleep tonight, for you.
.self compassion.
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