A new Orleans Hustle [August alsina]

chapter eleven

*August Pov

my head was banging like crazy. I didn't know what happened Las the night,  after i left that album release party. It's all a black blur.

i turned over to see crystal in just her lingerie wrapped up in the sheets.

The first thing that came to my head was, was did I even strap up? like damn.

I rubbed my head in confusement. I just feel like everything we tried to  be friends about went down the drain

I like this girl so much but what I've been hustling for, ever since I was 17, is finally being acknowledge.  but my feeling's for this girl is growing rapidly and I Don't Want that to jeopardize my career. 

I got up and walked to the bathroom and washed my face and handled my hygiene.

When I got back in the room crystal was just waking up

"you ight?" I asked as I sat by her

she looked lost as much as I was

"yeah....are you...i mean...did we..?"

"have sex? yeah" I answered her question

"we got that drunk? oh my god naiomi!" she rushed as she grabbed her clothes.

"Aye crystal slow down its only 7 in the morning,  I'm sho she knocked out sleep. " I calmed her down

"it's not that it's just,  this isn't right, this wasn't suppose to happen,  we went to far last night " she babbled as she threw on her clothes.

"look I'm just as shocked as you , but we got drunk that's all. blame it on the alcohol" I shrugged

"ok so let me ask you something,  if we wasn't drinking last night and we were completely sober would you still woulda laid with me?"  she asked as she folded her arms.

"of course not, like i said we took it to the head and just got drunk. only part I'm concerned about is me not strapping it up."

She immediately  folded back the sheets and holded up a used condom .

I sighed with relief

"what's really happening between us?" she asked 

"Man i really dont fucking know any more." i sighed

"did you really passionatly wanted to do that last night, and i want you to be completely honest with me"

"You know i cant make us offical" i say

"August can you please just answer the damn question?" i could tell she was getting irritable.

"If i didnt have this shit on me right na you know i would make you mine. but trust me i cant just cuff you and then expect everything to be peaches and cream from here on out and i dont wanna continue this friendship shit cause now its gon be too awkard. Ima be a real ass nigga and tell you. If we become a couple right na, all ima be doing is cheating you out of what you right fuly deserve Crystal. When i go to clubs, bitches gon be on me, im young i wanna live without commitment instead of lieng to you and putting you in a fucked up position" i tell her

"Ok, i understand. Im not mad at you at all, how can i be? But the best thing right now is to just go home and just not talk at all no more, since i feel its causing this much confusion between us. Thanks for the good time August" she walked out the room and down the hall

i sighed as i sat on the bed.

That didnt make it any better

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*Crystal pov

I walked inside my original hotel room and quickly grabbed all of me and naiomi things.

August came in and shut the door

"Stop" he grabbed me by my wrist

I lost all calm and busted out crying

"I just hate that I gain feeling a for you and I can't even be with you.  I'm trying to understand your a celebrity and you don't need all this crazy commotion but shit August, I fucking love you! " and with that I grabbed our final bag's,  grabbed naiomi and was out.

I headed out the hotel and straight to the airport.

I paid for our tickets and we hopped on the first plain to new Orleans

*4 hours later*

Arriving Back In New Orleans, Me And nai Was Exhausted.

We Got Home And i Put Nai In Her Bed.

I noticed we had over a bunch of mail and one was from the college about my intuition.

I suddenly regained all my energy and ripped it opened and started reading it.

I couldn't even read it all the way.  I just burst out in tears. 

There rejecting me because of my attendance.

Everything i worked hard for is down the drain.

I swear I'm about to give up

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*August Pov

So just pop a couple bands with a nigga like me

Loving ain't the same with a nigga like me

You use to them but ain't no loving me

I hear what you would say and girl it's clear to see

You should just drink a couple drinks with a nigga like me

You probably go insane with a nigga like me 

Let's just party till we can't, ain't no loving me 

And I'm the one to blame, ain't no loving me 

So don't come looking love 

I played with the necklace I gave crystal while listening to one my newest hits. 

I was confused and fustrated on this whole situation. 

Out of all the chick's I've been with,  crystal understood me the most.  I just don't know why I can't understand her.  I know what she wants.... but I can't give it to her. I'm trying to protect my career.  But I'm going crazy about her. I can't stop thinking about her and us.

Especially when she told me she love me.  That really got me questioning  shit.

I gotta make things right, and being  with her seems the only way

What the fuck I got my ass in to with this girl

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