(Sirius P.O.V)
What am I doing?
My breath caught in my throat as I suddenly tuned into what I was doing. I was within millimetres of kissing her.
My moral instincts kicked in and I pulled back with a heavy sigh. This wasn't right. Attempting to take advantage of Kelly after her concussion, and as she cried. I was already pressuring her enough with my questions. And now I was realising I was losing my own composure in the moment.
I steeled my nerves and pulled away, standing and taking a deep breath.
"Siri--" I heard her call my name but I immediately inturrupted her. This could not go any farther.
"You need more rest. Now that you've eaten, head back to your room."
I spoke brazenly as I headed towards the sink.
" I'll see to it that Seth comes to check on you tonight. I have to be heading back to the war room."
I took off my apron and hung it by the hook on the sink. I had to get out of this kitchen. The last thing I wanted was to lose my cool infront of her again. I strode towards the door.
"Sirius, I-"
She called out my name again but I was already at the door. I stopped and glanced over my shoulder in her direction.
"Get some rest, Alice."
I gave her my stern parting words before walking from the kitchen.
Once the door closed behind me, I strode down the hallway and turned the corner. As soon as I was alone, I stopped.
"What the hell was that Sirius.."
I muttered to myself in anger, turning to knock my fist against the wall as I gritted my teeth.
I had never lost my composure before. It was true I was worried about her, but something had come over me and I couldn't quite pinpoint what it was. I leaned my forehead against the wall beside my fist and sighed in frustration through clenched teeth. My fist could feel heat radiating from my cheeks and I was suddenly shocked out of my anger.I stood up straight and felt my cheek.
I'm..blushing...?"UGH!" I called loudly in embarrasment as I brushed my hands through my hair.
I never lose my cool. I have to regain composure here. I took two deep breaths, straightened my uniform coat, brushed it off, then rolled my shoulders. I needed some air.
I worked up my calm, cool composure and strode down the hallway towards the gates. I threw them open and walked out into the brisk night air.
"What is wrong with me.."
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(Kelly P.O.V)
I watched him walk out.
I felt a whirlwind of emotions, confusion, excitement, the secret need to run after him. If I looked at this situation objectively, there was a strong possibility Sirius felt even slightly the same way I did about him. He was just within inches of kissing me after all. But if I had to guess, he was probably embarrased, which is why he ran out so fast.I decided to leave the worry for another day and sauntered off to my room to sleep. But as I walked down the hallway, I couldn't help glancing around into the rooms with open doors, looking for that certain brown haired man I adored. I was worried about him and also anxious now that he had walked off.
As I passed by a window I saw him striding quickly through the courtyard towards the fields beyond our castle. My heart jumped and without thinking I ran out of my room and out the nearest door, thinking i could catch him if I ran fast enough.
But as I got outside, he was already gone.My heart fell like a stone.
"What am I doing?.."
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Coming To Terms: A Sirius Oswald X MC Romance (Ikemen Revolution)
RomanceMany people fall in love everyday. But it's never easy to understand what love is, what it feels like, or what kind of silly things it makes you do. This is a fanfiction about Sirius Oswald and your female character of choice, discovering what love...