10.29.2021 | 9.43 am | 17 years old
dear diary,
i just walked to school with ashton, and now i'm hiding in the toilet. he's still outside waiting for me, even though i've been cramped up here for half an hour already. since i called him last night, he has been texting me repeatedly, and honestly i'm quite freaked out by his enthusiasm. i'm pretty sure i made it clear that we were only friends, and i do not wish to ever cross the line, but he has been treating me like we had been dating for a year already.
when ashton walked me to my locker just now, we met johnny on the way. i noticed that johnny's eyes trailed down at ashton and i's intertwined hands (ashton insisted on holding my hand). i tried studying johnny's reaction, and i think he was avoiding my eyes purposely. i'm glad. does that mean that it's affecting him? if it is, then why, why wouldn't he speak up and tell me what are his true feelings? i have been waiting for five years already.
i can hear ashton shouting for me. i just told him that i had constipation. hopefully he'll go away soon. he is making everything ten times harder for me. i feel really, really bad. it feels like i'm using ashton, he's like a back-up - a pawn in my plan. i must be turning evil.
there was just a huge bang right outside the toilet. is ashton kicking the walls? i'm convinced that he is crazy. i can hear shuffling outside. someone is talking, but i can't hear what that person is saying. oh crap, class's starting soon. i have nothing more to write, got to go.
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oh my god, you won't believe it. ashton just got punched.
mackenzie
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