dear diary | jenzie

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10.20.2021 | 2 pm | 17 years old

dear diary,

things are going good, i guess. sorry, i haven't been writing much lately, because being the queen bee's best friend (nads told me to write this) is hectic. she is really cool (stop smirking behind me, damn) but 'nads' just sounds like a sanitary pad brand.

sorry once again for going off. nads (i can't stop laughing) just punched me. she's way too violent.

i've kinda gotten used to my new life now. i wake up at 7, sit in front of the dressing table, apply make-up (correction - nads applies make-up. she rushes to my house at 6, she's such an angel), struggle to pull up those skinny jeans before squeezing my feet into ten-inch high heels. nads says that squeezing her feet into those goddamned tiny shoes aren't a pain (says the one whose leg didn't get blisters).

hello this is nadia writing for mackenzie, suckers! fun fact - i didn't get blisters bcuz i had plasters on stupid!

i finally wrestled my diary back. sanitary pad brand is a terrible kid. if she had told me to use plasters, i wouldn't have had to suffer from so much pain. i take back my words, she isn't an angel.

i'm never doing your make-up for you anymore!  hold up, nads, i don't even know why we are writing in my diary together, so you still have to do my make-up ;)

anyways, i think my plan is working...i'm now part of the popular gang in school. that means almost everyone in school knows me now. i'm no longer the invisible tomboy. i think johnny has noticed my change too. whenever he walks past, he always scans my legs. nads says that my long legs are a blessing (but she's practically a giraffe so i can't believe her). he would always frown that cute frown of his before turning away politely. he's such a gentleman!

johnny is not a gentleman. gentlemen do not fight with girls! and he tried to fight me that day! sucker!

where's my correction tape? i can't find it, which means nads' ugly handwriting would forever be here :(

whenever johnny looked away or tried to show his disapproval, i would always sashay to him and walk under his nose purposely. i don't even know how i got so much confidence when i'm still in the process of evolving into a shy turtle. (nads stop laughing!)

"it's because of your inner sass that is shining through. it will make you grow jellybean pimples, fart glitter and accumulate cupcake fats"
- nadia 2021 (she's crazy)

i don't know how i feel about my new change, though. i will never truly like it, but i'm stuck to it now until johnny notices me, which i'm sure he would one day. i have to believe in that. if even i don't have that much faith in myself, how would johnny have faith in me?

i'm on the way to achieving greater things. only when i'm outstanding, will i be able to stand shoulder to shoulder with johnny.

mackenzie

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