12 Days of Phan // Oneshots

Seven Swans a Swimming

In which Dan and Phil's relationship meets a rocky standstill.

Content Warnings: None

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{part two}

Phil's POV

I sat on my bed, my phone in my hands.

I wasn't sure if I'd made the right choice.

It had seemed like a good idea at the time - but now I wasn't so certain.

Scrolling through twitter, all I saw was images of Dan and I together. Shippers drawing phanart of us and talking about how cute we are.

It quickly dawned on me that I'd made the wrong choice.

As I passed by images and images of this beautiful boy with curly hair and brown eyes, I felt my own begin to water.

I'd messed up.

Big time.

And no way would he take me back.

I'm such an idiot!

I threw my cushion at the wall and put my face in my hands, sobbing into my palms.

Then suddenly, I heard a knock at my door.

"Phil? Are you crying?"

The door opened to reveal his small body, sleeves of a pink hoodie pulled up over his hands.

He looked concerned for me, but I could clearly see his eyes were also red and puffy. His lip quivered slightly when we made eye contact.

"It doesn't look like I'm the only one." I noted.

He sniffed, "I'm sorry, Phil. I know I shouldn't be. It's just... I don't understand. What did I do wrong?"

"You didn't do anything. I'm sorry, too. I don't know what I was thinking - but I'm really wishing for a time machine right now."

"So you can stop yourself from meeting me?"

"So I can stop myself from leaving you."

He looked up at me, shocked, "What?"

"I guess what I'm trying to say is..." I searched for the words.

"Will you go back out with me?" We both said in unison.

I chuckled.

"That's what I came here to ask you about!" Dan proclaimed.

"I'm really sorry, Dan. I shouldn't have even thought about it. I don't know what was wrong with me."

"I'm sorry for making you sad, Phil."

"No, Dan. I'm sorry for making your pretty eyes lose their twinkle." I replied, moving to kiss him on the nose.

He giggled and I smiled, "There it is. Like a galaxy."

"I love you."

"Me too."