i have this sense of loneliness. this type of lonely where i go home sit and bed and wait for someone to text me.
i'm dependent on other people and i've lost my own self somewhere along that path.
i lay in bed crying all day and crumbling to pieces.
i'm not okay.
i'm not okay.
i'm lonely.
i'm scared
i feel alone and i know if i stopped texting or showing a sign i'm still there no one would notice or even care that much.
because no one really needs nor wants me, right.
