thoughts & stuff

2 months

it's been two months without you madison

it's been two harsh months without someone i could to talk about anything.

since the incident i've shut myself out and i regret it honestly.

i'm not as open as i use to be once.

since the incident it's hard to smile anymore

i hear a joke or something when other people laugh i have to force one out

i'm not the same since you've been gone.

i know why you did it. but i wish i you hadn't because nothing stung more then hearing you hung yourself. the same way your brother did. in his room.

i know why you did it because shit ill be honestly, i thought about it a couple times too. but i didn't because i knew i had to keep going.

i wish you had the same spirit you use to.

i could say all these things that i wish. i could go on forever.

tomorrow's gonna be a hard day especially without you there with me.

but i understood why you did it. but you're mini you misses you.

i love you maddy