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4:29 pm; August 21st

I guess nothing has a happy ending. I could just end it all right now, cut my wrists and wait, but I wouldn't do that. I'm to much of a pussy. yeah.

I don't wanna be me anymore. Don't make me be this anymore. How could someone care about me? I'ma puppet to the cursed reality. Don't make me be me anymore. please I can't be anymore.

My blank eyes stared at the wall, I couldn't fell anything. I left him on his own. Without a word. Does that make me bad? of course it does.

I'm not even speaking to our friends no. Cause if I do I'll start to fall back to you and you won't want me anymore.

The beeps from my phone filled the room, and I ignored it. can't even read or they'll know. I picked it up, and scrolled through.

you have over 1000 messages.

My tears fell down my face. Don't cry you big baby you put all this on your self.

/text mode lol/

private messages between riser and sad potato
4:24 pm; August 22nd

riser: David be careful please it's Brian btw but please be careful..
read; 4:24 pm

riser and sad potato have gone offline...

private messages between notsominiladd and sad potato
5:36 am August 22nd

notsominiladd: Nogla I hope your okay and please be careful, if you need anything I'm here for you.
read; 5:56 am

notsominiladd: love ya bud get well soon :)
read; 5:56 am

notsominiladd has gone offline...

My close good friends
12:10 pm; August 22nd

icon: Nogla if your reading this I hope your safe :)
read by 9+; 12:10 pm

moMMY: just know that when you come back we will support you and I promise that :)
read by 9+; 12:10 pm

not so iconic: ❤️
read by 9+; 12:11 pm

deadchannel: what they said :)
read by 9+; 12:11 pm

the texts continued with support and Nogla couldn't believe it. He scrolled through more and then he got to Tyler's string of messages. Nogla gulped, and clicked on them...

private messages between wilderbeast and sad potato
3:59 am; August 23rd

wilderbeast: i love you
Read; 3:59 am

wilderbeast: I just want you to know that
read; 4:00 am

wilderbeast: I can't sleep right but I hope you can cause I want everything good for you.
I guess I couldn't do that for you /my heart hurts :(/ I'm sorry I never deserved you. I should have left you with Brian.
read; 4:01 am

wilderbeast: all relationships end the same I should know this by now but I always fall back into the same habits of love. please just tell me something and I'll leave you alone you can't leave me like this.
read; 4:02 am

wilderbeast: fuck I'm talking to no one but I love you and I'll probably never love someone the same but I hope you do 💙💚💙💚💙 ha get it cause I love blue and you like green
read; 4:03 am

wilderbeast: I'm just gonna die now.
read; 4:03 am

sad potato: Tyler I'm sorry I'm just scared don't die on me
sent ✔️✔️; 4:03 am/read

wilderbeast: too late 😂 he's gone
read; 4:04 am

sad potato: what did you do.
sent ✔️✔️; 4:04 am/ read

wilderbeast has gone offline...

sad potato: no..
sent✔️✔️; 4:04 am unread

sad potato has gone offline...