Moving in with the player

Chapter 15: repeat of history

Alex's P.O.V

I heard a soft knock on the front door. When I tried to ignore it, it grew harder. Pulling myself away from my deep thoughts, I jogged up open my room door,only to find Nina Smith at the front of my door.

"How did you get inside my house?"

"It was open." She pushed past me into my room without my permission, like she owned the place.

"Excuse me, who invited you in. Not me for sure." I said not happy at her presence. She rolled her eyes not taking anything I was saying, serious.

I was not sleeping with her again, so she better leave. "Get the fuck out, Nina. I don't know what you're doing here, or what you're trying to get out of me, but its not working." Slutty clothes weren't a turn on for me anymore.

I found no pleasure in anything anymore. "Stop acting like you don't want me." She gave me a serious tone. "Oh its not an act sweetie."

"C'mon don't tell me you're not in the mood for some fun," she suggested playfully, tugging at her red hair.

"Look whatever happened between us is done. So stop trying to get under my pants. You're seduction is not working. Now go find another turned off dude to prey on."

"What? Too busy spending your time locking lips with that weird outcast."

"You know nothing about her Nina. At least she's not slutty like you." It seemed like nothing was getting in that thick skull of hers. She stood her tall frame up heading toward me. She flipped her bangs away from her face.

"Oh Alex playing hard to get are we?" I ignored her, still with my back away from her caked face.

She slid her arms down my torso.

Before she could get her sneaky hands lower, I snatched her palms making her frown in fear.

"Leave. Me. The. Fuck. Alone."

Suddenly I heard the floor creak from outside my door. We both snapped our heads instantly.

Holy crap! That must be Raven. She probably saw Nina sliding assaulting me.

I don't know why I felt so guilty. Its not like she wasn't already with someone. Yet I still felt unloyal. "Crap!" I yelled.

"Raven is that you?"

I heard creaking of the stairs realizing it was her. Nina tried to hold onto my wrist, but I pushed past her and followed Raven down the stairs she already went down.

I saw a flash of her pale long blond hair as she ran far out the door, proving it even more indeed it was her.

She was too fast, and had an advantageous from Nina holding onto me.

I saw her run into the woods, and knew it was too late. If I went to find her, I would get lost. She knew that path all too well to know her way back.

I quickly dialed Raven up forgetting the scumbag still in my house. I would deal with her later. Once she answered I pleaded into the microphone.

"Raven, please come back. Let me explain."

"You don't owe anything to me. We're not dating. I don't have a right to be jealous." Her truthful words hurt. She was right. We weren't even together. Yet I still want this more then ever.

I can not let this cycle replay itself.

"No Raven, I won't let this happen again. I wont let you slip out of my hand again-" She cut me off before I could explain to her what happened.

"Just leave me alone Alex. I need time to think." She said about to end, but I made sure she heard this.just

"Think? There's nothing to think about. Our feelings are mutual, and you won't let me say something in my defense!"

"Please Alex, I can't do this over the phone," She pleaded in exhaustion pissing me off. Didn't she know I was tired of this never ending cycle ass well.

Its like the universe just didn't want us to be together, happy at all. And Im not going to let it ruin this. Whatever this is.

"Fine! Have it your way!" I snapped before she ended the call. I was tired of her making me feel like the bad guy all the time.

If wanting to be with her made me the bad guy, then I would be a villain for the rest of my life.

I needed to tell her how I feel for once and for all....