very short update, next update coming asap x
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I'm really tired.
And i'm always lowkey scared
First of all I'm by myself in a city that's not L.A.
well I do have a personal assistant they gave me, her names Ella. We've talked a couple of times about the times of flights, financial agreements and the schedule they have for me. The schedule is pretty busy tbh but i get the 4th of July off also the 5th. There's a few breaks in between the other days but basically it's the whole day. Like this whole Teen Vogue thing ain't even a joke. Damn
I didn't really have to do much booking though. As I said Ella, she kindly booked my hotel and surprisingly I didn't have to pay for my hotel stay but I had to pay for my flight, my mom gladly paid for me though, an Alaska Airlines flight which was like $1,100. Yeah. She really wanted me to go that bad.
After the flight Ella picked me up at the JFK Airport and took me to my hotel with her chauffeur.
They're sweet. & Ella, she's professional, not rude and all that shit people are these days. She's just doing her job.
Right now i'm just chilling. It's kind of boring. Traveling all the way to New York, thinking it's going to be so entertaining because, it's New York but I literally do nothing. Mainly because people follow me around and I'm by myself so I don't have someone like Charlotte or Mikey to be with me and I'm not traveling with Justin and his private lush jet, anymore. I'm by myself. My sad, awkward self and people are gonna see that. Wow
Let's just see what this shits all about.
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This world just fucking hates me. First X and honestly I started to love Mac and now he just passes away, guess now it's my fucking turn to die bye
