"hey so do you want to go to this frat party with me tonight?!"
"who's party?" i say unenthusiastically
"jake's; some guy from campus."
i shrug not in the mood to go to the party, so i just carry on scrolling through instagram lying on my bed
"okay what the fuck." charlotte starts
i take my eyes off my phone and give her a confused look
"Holly, come on."
"I don't want to go to a frat party, their so lame and people look at me funny." I explain
"You've never been to a frat party, i've happened to never have been as well because of you."
"well," i sigh then carry on with my insta, "i'm not stoping you this time."
i see at the corner of my eye that she rolls her eyes, "don't be so bleak, you should be happy that you kissed another boy, bonus Charlie fucking Puth."
oh god
"char, it's not that."
"okay but why you even sad about kissing him anyways, like i'm confused."
"i'm shook. And i'm worried because he hasn't texted me." i say locking my phone
"why you shook?"
i sit up facing Charlotte, "because i felt the need to kiss him and it was also justin's birthday- just seems weird to me." I shrug once again
"i should be mad at you, you know?"
"why is that?" i ask raising an eyebrow
"because you stole my man." she laughs picking up a pillow from my bed
i laugh thinking of the old memories when Char had this celebrity crush on charlie puth.
"oh trust me, if things didn't turn out like this- i'd hook you guys up."
"do you not like him?"
"of course i do."
"no not as a friend, like when he said he likes the idea of you guys, do you also feel that way too?"
i pause thinking, "okay, i do but-"
"but what?!" she asks confused because of me adding my 'but'
"i'm scared i'll get hurt again." i admit
charlotte gives me a look, "charlie is an angel, he wouldn't even hurt a fly."
"yeah, but he's just ignoring me, maybe he's just over it." i shrug
"no, he's over your endless love for Justin."
"well then," i groan, "i don't know what to do."
"i think you should message him and tell him all that stuff you said to me."
"whatever, he doesn't want to talk to me so i won't waste my time."
"text him or else i will." she states
i sigh sitting up grabbing my phone, "fine. I will."
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