Holly-May
"so your real name isn't Charlie?" I laugh
He nods with food still full in his mouth, trying not to laugh
"Wow, that's surprising. Charles is fine though, it's more like a formal name if you know what I mean."
"Yeah," he laughed, "that's what everyone says."
"Haha, if it makes you feel better my name wasn't always Holly-May."
"How?" He asks
"I had a twin sister, her name was May."
He widens his eyes, "Shit, seriously?"
I nod, "So after, you added her name to yours?"
"Uh huh." I reply
"That's the sweetest thing."
I blush and chuckle
He grabs my hand on the table and laces it with his, "I'm sorry though for you know."
I squeeze his hand, "no don't worry about it." I smile
We had an odd silence for a while with our hands still touching until he starts speaking again, "Thanks for coming tonight."
"No don't thank me, honestly I was so excited to see you." I smile
He gives me a warm smile until he takes his hand away and grabs his drink.
Was that touching hand thing weird? Is it weird that I didn't mind it?
These days I'm starting to think less about Justin and more on myself, and I'm loving it. Today is also his birthday and i kind of feel so bad for not seeing him today, idk why i do but it's weird because I always spend the day with him on his birthday. But he also hasn't asked me to meet up with him today so i guess he doesn't want to..?
"What are you zooming about?" Charlie asks
I get out of my thoughts then back to reality, "Oh sorry, was just..thinking?"
"Oh well I just asked, are you going to answer that?"
"Answer what? My phone's ringing?" I ask looking for it
"Yeah, its right there." He says pointing to it, and it was at the corner of the table
I grab it seeing the person stopped calling
Missed Call: Bipolar Bieber
okay what the fuck
that is so weird
i shoot him a text
---
Heya, you called?
Yeah are you busy?
Not really, whats up?
I wanna see you, and I'm pretty bored
bored on your birthday?
well i just had a birthday dinner now i'm home bored all alone
oh
yeaaaaah
so? are you busy?
yes i'm out having dinner
oh okay? with charlotte?
ha nope
i'm with charlie
oh okay
yeah sorry
yeah whatever, thanks for..nothing on my birthday i guess.
don't say that
read 10:43pm
i'm sorry justin
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"who was it?" Charlie asked
I lock my phone putting it down the table, "its just Justin."
he stays quiet and slowly nodding his head.
"don't worry about it though, I told him I'm busy." I explain
he nods again not saying anything, once again.
he also knows it's his birthday.
i feel soooooo bad fuck.
