Danny Boy (a Dan Howell/danisnotonfire fanfiction) *IN HEAVY EDITING*

4) Addi

We sit down in the movie and I can't stop looking at Dan. He's so beautiful, and he's danisnotfreakingonfire. I try and push down the silly crush because if I was famous, id want people to like me for me, not my fame.

But it's hard. I've had a crush on him since I first started watching him. He was the first person I subscribed to. I see him glancing at me. What? Could he like me or just not trust me? I kind of hope it's the former. His breath catches, as does mine, when our hands touch in the popcorn. I leave it alone and try and concentrate on the movie.

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I offer to cook after the movie, because I'm in the mood and he probably hasn't had a home cooked meal in a while.

Wow I sound like a mother or an old woman. An old mother. A grandmother. I sound like a grandmother.

"What's that?" He asks as I put some squash in a bag.

"It's squash! Haven't you ever seen it before?" I laugh.

"I try to limit my vegetable consumption."

"Well you have to eat what I give you or no dessert!"

"Fine. It better be good dessert!"

I laugh because I only have ice cream and cookies. Hope he likes that.

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It's fun watching his expression as he eats my food. I knew I was I good cook, but I didn't know I was this good. I laugh at his comments but I'm constantly thinking about why he grabbed my hand. Was it friendly? Or more than that? I'm glad he helped me wash the dishes. I liked his presence. Not just because I'm some crazed fangirl, but he really is great to be around. He hugs me from behind. I gasp and he turns me around. He stares into my eyes before he kisses me. What?