Concentrate.

Chaptee Fifty-One...

I post an Instagram post informing people where I am and for my performance. Soon enough I see Demi's liked and commented on it:

I like her comment before Marissa tells me it's time to go on stage. I brace myself drinking the last bit of water before walking towards the stage.

James Corden.
"Good Evening Ladies and Gentlemen please welcome Sophia Parker" I hear the claps and squeal as I walk out. I smile and hug James before sitting down "Good evening. It's great to finally meet you" James states, I smile "It's lovely to be here" I say. "So you recently came out with a single called Call Out My Name, am I right?" He asks "I did, yeah" I say proudly "Can you talk is through the process" He asks, I nod "My parents taught me to write songs years ago but I never took it up until I lost my girlfriend, Paris. I wrote a few songs then but following my breakup in my recent relationship I kind of depended on music and song writing until I got this song and a few more. I've practically wrote 2 albums worth but I'm only releasing so many" I explain, he nods "Talking about Paris, are we okay to talk about her?" He asks, I nod "So can you give anyone any advice for grieving over a girlfriend or loved one?" He asks "I'd definitely say do it your own way, remember them in a way only you'd understand. With Paris I honour her by continuing to run the charity we built together. Little things. If you find someone who makes you feel the same love and happiness the loved one gave you, don't deny it. I did for so long and when I accepted it, it felt amazing. You often think people can't love you as much as that person did but trust me people do. I never realised it" I say smiling as I kind of drop Demi in there. He smiles "May we also speak about Miss Lovato?" He asks, I start laughing "Are you and Demi dating again? This picture states you are but we want a confirmation" He asks, I chuckle "You know we're good. She's great,
I'm great. We're good" I say, not confirming anything, he nods "There's not more much to say" I smirk, he laughs but becomes serious  "Pardon my ignorance but fans have asked me to ask you if it's weird dating someone with mental health" He asks, I frown "Not at all. Demi and I have a great understanding of each other, if I feel she needs or tells me she wants space I'll give it to her and visa versa. We give each other that space before solving the problem. We communicate great" I say "What about if one of you has a bad day, Demi mentioned in an interview how you helped her with eating" He asks, I nod "Again referring back to the communication thing, we communicate. We learnt very early on in our relationship that we are both very closed people and in order for our relationship to work we need to open up, so we set the cards down and that's how we've been ever since. I like to know if Demi's okay before I give her the space and I always keep my eye on her if she's close by, just for my instinct. Normally our space is not talking for 20/30 minutes" I say, he smirks at me "I feel that's definitely the best way to go about a relationship and thanks for the confirmation" He smiles, I raise my eyebrows and laugh "It's okay" I laugh "but for real, we're finding each other again. What happened between Demi and I changed us as people and as a couple and we're just regaining that trust within each other and just being happy" I gush "Is Call Out My Name about Demi?" He asks bluntly "Some aspects. 'Why can't you wait till I fall out of love with you' is definitely about our relationship and obviously we both helped each other out of broken places" I explain "If Demi had fallen out of love with you or visa versa, do you think this would've still been a song?" He asks me "I think it would've yeah. I was hurt from what she did and she was hurt from how I reacted and what I said, this song and Hurt You, pretty much justifies the whole time. I thought I had fallen out of love with Demi. At the time I wanted to fall out of love, but it's Demi Lovato, come on. Have you seen her?" I say again gushing about my girlfriend whilst looking at the bathing suit pictures she recently posted. He smile at me as the pictures disappear "Thank you for joining us. You can see some on screen chemistry in 2 weeks as Demi and Sophia make their debut with their song PYNK but right now here's Sophia Parker for her debut performance with Call Out My Name" He welcomes me back as I had to get my in-ears put in....

End Of James Corden.

I finish the song and a few tears fall down my face, I smile and wave before the curtains drawn and I'm taken backstage. I smile and the second I hit the dressing room Demi FaceTimes me "Baby!!!" I hear her say, I smile as her face appears on the screen "Hi, D" I say "I told you, you'd do amazing. I'm so proud of you" She beams "I know, thank you baby" I smile at her "Where are you?" She asks "I'm just leaving the studios now and then I'm going home, Rissa is here but shes driving my home and then she's going to her friends" I say a small smirk appearing on my face, she kind catches onto what I'm saying "And your parents?" She asks, I notice her smile getting bigger "Out until tomorrow" I state, she grins "I'll meet you at your house... I have something to show you" She says lowering the camera and showing a little bit of lace, I gulp a little luckily I have my headphones in "I'll see you then" I smirk "Bye baby" She says, I say goodbye before ending the call and rushing Marissa to take us home.

!Hey Guys!

I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I'm excited for Demi to perform Fall In Line with Christina May 20th. Demi has so many things coming up this year. I'm excited for her.

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