Got Me Good (camren)

Chapter 5

CHAPTER 5

 

LAUREN POV

I fucking hate this. Alex has been showing off her relationship with Camila in my face every chance she gets. I just want to fucking wipe that damn smirk off her face when she kisses Camila then looks at me the corner of her glasses and gives me that "I won her" smirk. In other news Camz has not spoken a word to me when we aren't in the spotlight or in public. I just want to tell her I'm sorry and that I've been so afraid of admitting my feelings for her. Tonight I escaped from the girls and decided to go to my favorite club here in Manhattan. Living in the Upper East Side of New York has its perks and one of them is a paparazzi free area. As I approached the bar I ordered my usual. 5 shots of vodka and tequila. I was already feeling the buzz and heat that alcohol brings to me. I ordered a beer so I could dance around while having my alcohol on. I started to dance like crazy in the dance floor. Every guy and girl had that lustful look in their eyes that they want to get on top of me and just have sex with me right then and there. Of course I ignored it until I was too tired to dance that I had to call my driver to pick me up and drive me back home. Once I got home it was so empty. I really am stupid to buy this huge ass house and not have anyone live in it. Before I made it to my room I dropped by the music room and went to the grand piano. I started to play a few keys before I heard the door open. I thought it was my driver just leaving. Once I knew no one came in I started to play this song I made for Camila. 

I found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad

Where the West was all but won

All alone, smoking his last cigarette

I said, "Where you been?" He said, "Ask anything"

Where were you when everything was falling apart?

All my days were spent by the telephone it never rang

And all I needed was a call that never came

To the corner of 1st and Amistad

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me

Lying on the floor surrounded, surrounded

Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?

Just a little late, you found me, you found me

But in the end everyone ends up alone

Losing her, the only one who's ever known

Who I am, who I'm not and who I wanna be

No way to know how long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me

Lying on the floor surround me, surround me

Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?

Just a little late, you found me, you found me!

The early morning, the city breaks

And I've been calling for years and years and years and years