Hey guys it has been a year and now i think it is time for me to let you guys know how my life has been so here ya go.
Two months ago I attempted which caused caused me to not be able to do much for a bit.
Last month I relapsed due to my mom going into the hospital.
I lost another one of my best friends two days ago to cancer.
I haven't been smiling much unless I am talking to this one guy in particuler.
I have been having a hard time with not picking my blades up again.
I cryed myself to sleep for the first time since i was relesed from suicide watch when i found out my best friend was dead.
I moved to california and life hasn't gotten any better
I have a very small group of friends but none of them understand my self harm at all.
so this is how it has been since 2014.
