Hey guys hate me for this but I don't care cause I am going to be gone when most of you see this but I am letting my depression win I am sorry guys but I just can't handle it anymore. Know I always love you guys and I will always watch over you guys your the reason I stayed strong for as long as I did. Thank you guys for everything you guys did to keep me here but I just can't be here anymore you can try to tell me to stay but it will take a lot of convincing to get me to stay this time I already have my way out of this life planned I am going to do it tonight after my family goes to bed. I am going to go before I make my self change my mind I love you all bye guys
