Hold Me (Urban)

Chapter 27

Sniff sniff," Ok then Calvin if you gone act like that fuck you," she yelled.
"Tasha you wish you could fuck me again," I say chucking.

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Me and my baby girl did everything that could think of. We watched some baby shows, we napped together, we watched Friday and laughed today, we listened to some Michael Jackson while I moon walked. We had a good time.

It was time for bed. And she looked a little sleepy. I called Zara so she could talk to the baby before we went to sleep.

"Hey Calvin. What's going on?" she asked a little concerned. Which I get I guess.

"Nothing. Just thought you would wanna talk ta moo pie (A/N My mama used to call me that. I think it's cute👶🎀)" I spoke into the receiver.

"Oh yea I wanna talk to Ria Ria." I laughed at the nickname.

When Zaria heard her mothers voice her eyes light up bright and a smile was placed on her face.

Zaria just listened and smiled while Zara was talking to her. She was moving her little hands and kicking her feet. She looked so precious.

When I heard Z say," Bye bye mama's baby. I love you" I spoke into the phone. "Goodnight BabyZ" she laughed and said goodnight.

I woke up to the standard ringing of an iPhone. I looked at the caller ID and it was Chris. I let it go to voicemail. He was calling to complain about Tiffany ass. Apparently she been irritating him since the baby came.

I only had to wake up and feed Riri one time then she sleep the rest of the night. I went to her room to check on her. She was still sleep so u took my chance to get in the shower.

I got this baby monitor thing hooked up to the shower in the master bedroom do that she wouldn't be completely unattended while I was showering. I washed my body and when I got out I wrapped a towel around my waist. And for all y'all who gone ask. Yes a nigga leg had healed. I'm a regular walking nigga again.

I brush my teeth and wash my face. When I finished that I went to get dressed I put on some dark wash Armani jeans, with a black v-neck tee, and my What the KD's. I put my hygiene things on and then my clothes then I threw on a chain.

When I went in my baby's room she was just laying there. Looking cute. I picked her up and asked her if she was hungry. Of course she wasn't gon answer but I still asked.

I sat in the rocking chair after getting her formula situated and stuff. I fed her half of the bottle. Then I started to burp her. I patted her back softly but firmly just like Rosa taught a nigga.

After she burped I fed her the rest of her bottle an burped her again. When she was done I went to give her a bath. I washed her up with her Johnson Johnson products and put some baby lotion on her. After the diaper n shit I put her on a black t-shirt and some dark wash jean overalls. I put a blue bow in her head n threw some black shoes on er. Then we was ready to go.

I took the long drive to my moms and pops crib. They was sittin around drinking tea. I hate that shit. They let Zara convince them that tea was a "Good alternative to coffee". Naw fuck dat. Imma drink coffee till I die. Coffee is for the strong niggas. She got my pops looking foo foo sippin tea.

"Aye, stop drinking that nasty ass tea and say hey to yo son and granddaughter." I said walking into the kitchen.

"Boy stop cursing in my motherfuckin house before I have to kick yo- Oh my goodness!! She is so beautiful Calvin!" my moms said coming in the living room cursing me out. She looked so amazed and in love with Zaria.

"Chrissy I told yo ass about all that got damn cursing." Pops said still in the kitchen.

"If you don't get your self in here and see this beautiful creature that our son created." my moms said with a small smile on her face smiling at Zaria.

"Alright, alright I'm comin Chrissy." he said walking into the living family room to meet us.

"Wow son she is adorable. Let me hold er." he said walking up and patting my back.

"Ok here," I spoke giving her to him.

"What's her name Cal?" my moms asked

I told them her name and my moms eyes lit up.

"Zara named her after me?" she said tears in her eyes. I nodded my head and hugged her. She mumbled in my chest how she knew that Zara was the one for me.

After a long talk with my parents and them planning to spoil Zaria. We left to head back home because it was past 8 o'clock.

While driving I thought about all the stuff my pops told me.

Flashback

"Son, every man alive is gone make a mistake if not multiple. But real men admit they are wrong and try yo fix it. If the woman ain't tryna hear it then you try to move on or pry till you gain her forgiveness. Yo life ain't been right man. You been in the game and had hoes and the other hoe Tasha. You've made mistakes. Now it's up to you to fix this shit son. I done already started to fix mine and I'm still trying. So I know how you feel. And the feeling is horrible to know that you hurt someone you love. I just made it happen. If I would have given up me n ya moms wouldn't even be together to this day. And that I can't imagine because I love her more than anything in this entire world. So if you love Zara the way I love ya motha or more then you will make this shit right."

"Ok baby that was cute and all but stop all the damn cussing. Ok?" my mom said after my pops lecture.

Flashback over

I'm thinking about all he said and finally made my decision.

I'm done....

Hay yalllllll I'm trying with all my freaking might to write chapters every day but shits hard. Sorry for the wait. Love y'all. 😙😙😙😙

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