"Why do you always have to go skiing?" I asked Harry as we walked our way through the snow.
"I don't" Harry said, adjusting his goggles. "Not always"
"Right . ." I said with sarcasm. "Just with girlfriends"
"What?" Harry turned to me, surprised at what I just said.
"Taylor? Kendall?" I brought up. "You took them all skiing"
"So?" Harry asked.
"Just saying" I shrugged, chuckling. "I'm not surprised if anyone says something about us being together"
"I think we are already" Harry winked at me.
"Gross" I said, rolling my eyes at Harry attempting to flirt with me.
"Just kidding love" Harry smiled.
"Still ew" I stated. "Why are we walking so much?"
"I'm taking yeh to the cliff" Harry said.
"Oh no" I stopped in my tracks. "I told you I suck at skiing. I can't glide off a cliff"
"Yeh lying" Harry smiled. "Yeh never told me'h"
"I did" I mentioned. "You're just forgetful"
"I promise yeh it's not s'cary"
"To you" I said, mocking him.
"I'll teach yeh" Harry offered.
"Fine" I gave in. "But if I get a broken bone of anything I'm suing"
Harry chuckled at my response.
"Yeh know how to walk right?" He asked.
"Of course! It's the only thing I can do without falling" I answered.
"It's like that with a hill. Bend and across" Harry said.
"That sounds more simpler than when you actually do it" I pointed out.
"Watch me" Harry ordered, setting down his skis on the snow.
"You're doing it first?" I asked.
"Gotta show yeh, don't I?" He smiled at me with his white teeth on display.
He attached his boots to his skis. I laid my skis down as well as the poles.
"I'm more worried about falling" I said.
"I'll promise I'll help yeh if yeh fall. I'll be on the bottom to catch yeh" I heard Harry said as I bent down to attach my boots to the skis.
"Thanks, charming" I stood up giving a sly smile.
Harry pulled down his green goggles to his eyes.
"Watch" He ordered me.
Harry used the poles to pull himself forward down the cliff. I leaned forward watching him glide across. Going down looked easy, knowing it was the opposite doing it.
"I guess this is how I die" I said grabbing my poles.
I sighed. Here goes nothing. I pulled myself forward down the cliff. I did make sure to bend my knees and control how I glided. What I couldn't control was how fast. I felt I couldn't stop. But I did. Well, Harry did. He caught me from going off.
"Hey, got yeh" Harry said, holding tightly on to me. "See? I caught yeh"
"You can let go" I said, with him doing so. "This is why I don't ski. I suck at-"
"Control?" He raised an eye at me.
A smirk grew on his face.
"Sure" I passively said as I stuck the poles into the snow.
"Should we try that again?" Harry asked.
"No" I said in a loud voice. "I'm staying here"
I sat down in the snow, knees up so the skis wouldn't fall off my boots.
"Yeh gonna get hurt like that" Harry commented. "Gonna get knocked out"
"By sitting?" I asked. "It's better than falling"
"Get up love" Harry said.
"Fine. Help me up" I asked putting my arm out for him to reach.
However, when he did, I actually pulled him down to the snow next to me. I immediately laughed.
"You know, you're right" I giggled. "Skiing is fun"
It was almost nine when I heard Harry get into bed. I was awake still, crying over Tyler. I didn't mean to think about him. The breakup has been killing me. I tried to pretend I was crying when Harry stepped into the room but my sniffles gave it away.
"Y/N" Harry called out to me.
"Hmm" I hummed as a way to avoid him hearing my cracked voice.
"Yeh al'right?" He asked.
"Yeah" I said in a shaky voice. "It doesn't matter anyways"
I heard Harry shuffle around in bed.
"Talk to me" He begged.
I felt Harry's finger intertwined with mine.
"Please" He whispered.
I turned over in bed, facing him now.
"I thought . . I could forget about Tyler . . with this trip but . ." I trailed off.
"Yeh couldn't" Harry finished my sentence.
"I know I shouldn't" I said wiping away my tears. "It just hurts so much"
Harry moved closer to me. I took my hand away from Harry's and buried my face in them, trying to stop incoming tears.
"Hey, don't cry love" Harry said bringing his hand up to pull strands of my hair behind my ear.
"How can't I? I feel like nothing, worthless" I said wiping away my tears.
"Yeh not worthless" Harry stated.
He took my hands in his. He stared into my eyes.
"Yeh are more than worthless. I love yeh. Yeh deserve better than how he treated yeh" Harry said, calming me down. "Come here"
I cuddled up to Harry, laying my head on his chest. I could listen to his heartbeat.
"Thank you" I said, letting out a little smile.
"Always love" Harry said.
Harry words kept on replaying in my head. He loves me. He said it. He actually said it.
"Harry" I called on him.
"Mm" He hummed.
Should I tell him? He could have meant it as I love you as a friend way, I thought. He probably said it in the heat of the moment.
"Nevermind" I said.
"Yeh already got me'h interested. What were yeh gonna say?" Harry asked.
I let out a faint chuckle.
"You said you love me" I said, looking up to him. "Which way? Romantic or friends way?"
Harry let out a little smirk.
I always had feelings for Harry. I didn't think nothing of them until now.
"Romantic?" I asked, taking my head of his chest.
I laid closer up next to him. Harry turned to me.
"When?" I asked.
"Over the tour. I realized I missed yeh too much" Harry said.
A smile grew on my lips. I could have been with Harry all this time. I could have been in a relationship with Harry instead of Tyler.
"I love you too" I said.Harry sighed, smiling.
I leaned on Harry's shoulder.
"Goodnight H"
"Goodnight love"
