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once he closed his eyes i felt the doors of my heart close up i felt his heart beat becoming slower and slower by every second. i was distracted by the blonde girl who came all happy going through the doors until she fell on her knees and tears started covering up her face.
lauren : is he?
jay : NO he's still breathing kenz we need to take him now
i sat in silence not responding to anyone nothing in the world mattered right now but him. he did this to protect me and i couldn't protect him. they pulled him away from me carrying him to the car i wiped off my tears and picked up my gun and pulled out my phone , this time i'm gonna end it.
once i ran out of the house i felt elena's steps behind me i opened up the tracker and started running after this bitch. after i cought up with her i saw her holding her gun nearly walking trying to escape
i shot her leg and stared walking towords her
elena : NO KENZ WAIT I KNOW YOU WANNA KILL HER BUT DON'T THIS IS NOT WHAT JOHN WOULD HAVE WANTED
nadia : i swear i didn't mean to shot john it was supposed to be you
elena : kenz please you alredy shot her leg lets just take her to the police and they will do whats fare please kenz okay
me : but... but he's gonna leave me.
elena: he won't leave you okay trust me just give me the gun and lets go
me : noo i wanna be alone i need time please
she softly nodded and picked up nadia from the floor walking her to her car i wiped off my tears and walked towords john's car to go to the one place that could help right now.
i shuttered at the sound of john's car door closing behind me allowing me to walk slowly towords our house, i slightly smile at the memory of him showing me this house for the first time. i slowly walked up to the house door and pulled out the keys and shoved them inside the lock opening the door allowing a little space to clear to make me come through.
i raised my eyebrows once i noticed a line of red flowers leading up to the stairs. i followed the line thats leading upstairs to our future bedroom , the room was full with pink follwers but the red line wasn't stopped i followed it and found a little pink box with a note on it that sayys "happy birthday princess-john" i teared up reading his name and opened the box.
i widen my eyes at the beautiful little ring in it but it wasn't just any ring it was a promise ring. i read the little note inside the box "i promise to always love you" i picked up the ring and slid it in my finger i looked at the box once again and threw it at the wall and shoved my face between my legs and just poured out whats inside.
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i opened my eyes finding myself in our bedroom in our house i looked up and saw john standing infront of me i widen my eyes and stood as fast as i can
me : johny what are you doing here
john : you know i would never leave you right
me : how are you here and the bullets the hospital
john : because i'm dead kenz
me : i'm sorry what you're what
john : i'm a ghost you can see me and hear me because love connects us together but you can't feel me or touch me
me : is this a joke because last time i checked we weren't in tvd
john : well last time i checked i had two bullets and one of them was in my chest i wouldn't give you too much hope to wake up
me : i hate ghost john bring me back my johny
john : too bad you can't make me
he smiled at me i glared at him and tried to push him but it was like touching air
me : what the hell
john : i'm not one of those people who enjoy saying told you so but told you so
i lifted up my hand and tried to slap him but nothing
me : nono this can't be real WHERES JOHNNY
john : i am johny
me : NOOO.
