we we're all playing car race together it was so fun when we finished we all went to eat at mac
me : y'all we have been here since hours come on i'm bored lets go home
lauren : yea
brandon : sure
we all got out of the mall and went to our cars john got in my car cause lauren took his
john : so ziegler wanne go to the beach its 9pm its beautiful at this time
me : yea sounds good
i drove to the beach we got out of the car and i laid my body on the sand looking at the sky with john next to me
john : hey remmber 5 years ago when we came here and
me : and we had an argument that we would never get emotional
john : yea you said that you're never going to get hurt and will never have real feelings
me : still didnt
john : ouch
me : no not that my feeling for you are ofc real its just i'm tired of getting hurt i've been hurt many times that i'm now allergic to it
john : come here
he hugged me tight
me : hey remmber when you used to love that one kind of chocolate a lot
john : haha yes and you would always ask for some but i never give u
me : but hey i used to steal them
john : yea under the pillow is a bad place
me : you even told me its under the pillow
john : you asked me in the middle of my sleep ofc i'll tell u i was sleepy as fuck
me : still sleepy as fuck and stupid as fuck
john : hey respect your future husband
me : future husband you say
i laid my body on his facing his green beautiful eyes
john : yes and we're gonna have children as beautiful as you
me : and they will have eyes like your sparkling green eyes
john : they only sparkle when they see u
i kissed him he kissed back it was a calm soft kiss the best i've ever had after a few seconds we pulled away
john : come on kenz i got something for ya
me : oh what is it
john : come with me
he walked me to my car and opened the backseat door i sat in the backseat and he was standing infront of me while the car door was open he pulled out something from his jacket it was a necklace like thisjohn : for you my princess
he puted the necklace around my neck
me : aww john u didnt have to
john : are u mine now?
me : always
he came closer to me and gave me a little kiss
me : i love u baby boy
john : love u more baby girl
i gave him a kiss and pulled him in the car he closed the door we kept making out in the car for like half an hour then my phone rang
me : oh come on
john : who is it?
me : its jayden
i hit decline and kissed john then i took his shirt off
john : rlly here ?
me : shsh
i kissed him again and we just spent the night kissing in my car after an hour he puted his shirt on and i drove him to his house then i drove to my house and got in my room and pulled a book under my bed and started writing a songI've never been so caught up
Still so into us
I never thought I'd be here
Should've turned to dust
Ooh, let's be honest, baby
This is so unusual
Ooh, and I'm not tempted, baby
Even if they're beautiful
I used to be cautious
A little too reckless
Now all my emotions
Are all cause of youI ain't even think of leaving sometimes
I ain't even think of letting go
I ain't ever thought of going nowhere
I don't even see it down the road
Cause we're collectin' moments
Tattoos on my mind
I ain't even think of leaving sometimes
I ain't even think of letting go
Not even sometimes