Amnesty (Completed)

Part 30

A/N Pt 1. You guys, I worked my butt off for this chapter, to make up for yesterday's lack of an update. It was 3 pages long on google docs, twice as long as any prose style piece this book has. It's LONG. And .... :) #SeekingAttention

regular - felicity
italics - sadie

Fri, Mar 25, 10:35 AM

Hey, Sadie

Felicity! Hey :)
Aren't you in class?

No I'm hiding in the bathroom
Gah I'm so pathetic

What's wrong?
Are you okay?

Not really ...

Is this about you know who?

... Yes
But mostly I feel pathetic

:(
Felicity you are so beautiful, and it sucks he can't see that

No, that's not it
He kissed me again last night

... Again?

It's awful and I feel sick

Aw Fel! 
Do you want me to come pick you up? If you feel sick, you can get a sick pass

Not really
I wish I could call you

I know, me too. I'm sorry :(
Why are you hiding?

He's is in my third period
I can't even look at him

I feel useless sending you all these sad face emojis, but ... :(

:')

Is there anything I can do?

I want to punch him in the fa|
I want to pun|

Can I talk about it? I want to punch him and cry at the same time

Of course :)

Okay
Thanks Sadie

No problem, I'll wait for you

Alex dared me to kiss him 'like I meant it'

Dang

And he didn't say where so I aimed for his nose

... he asked you? That's so wrong

And he kissed me instead

Oh
Yikes ... did he hurt you?

No
I let him kiss me

... did you kiss him back

... Yes and I feel so stupid

:(

That's not the worst part thou

Sadie?

I'm still here

He told me that he had something to say, and he said he'll give me a truth because we were playing truth or dare before it. By the way I have an awesome video of him dancing.
He told me that he thought I was beautiful

... he gave you a compliment?

And I freaked and told him that we were just friends

Oh, Fel ...
Why did you play truth and dare? You told me you hat that game ...
*hate

Well Alex and Greyson and me used to play it all the time when we were little and we still play it someti|
Well Alex and Greyson and me used|
Well Alex|

It's kind of a tradition when I hang out with hi|
It's kind of a traditio|

I like extracting all his secre|
I li|

I don't know. It was a dumb idea.

Okay ... are you upset that he kissed you?

Yes|
Ye|
Y|

No

I'm sorry if I sound insensitive right now, but what are you upset about again?

I think ... I'm mad at myself
I felt like crying all the way home because no one was talking
Actually I liked the kiss but ...
I hate him
Right?
And I don't know what's wrong with me?

Sadie

Felicity, I think you like him

I don't want to!

The heart is fickle and I think you might have a crush on him

We can't stand each other

I'm not convinced ... I think you think you can't stand him, and if my hunch is right, he hasn't not standed you for a while
I can't talk
I think he likes you

... I want to resent that

This is the fourth time he kissed you?

The first two times were some stupid game

You told me he kissed you without any hesitation

It was a truth or dare game and Greyson dared him

Meaning?

He was asked to and I didn't know he'd take my first kiss

And you told me he had a 'stupid smile' the entire time

... True
Omg what do I do?

You had some good advice for Greyson if I remember

This is different
Alex is Greyson's best friend

You've known him as long as Greyson has

I know, if we were dating and broke up, I'd lose a family friend as well.
And Alex drives me up the wall

But you're having this conversation with me right now ...

I don't want to like him

Then don't

I can't

My point exactly :)

Can you pick me up Sadie?
I want to go home

Yeah. You can do my makeup for me if that will make you feel better

Yeah it will ...

Be there in ten.
Hang on, Fel

Thank you Sadie

(Read 10:53 AM)

A/N Pt 2. HEEEYYYYYYY SHE LIKES HIM I DIDN'T SEE THAT ONE COMING!!! 

Also, I love reading your comments. They are like the highlights of my day to see how you react to the dumb things (or sometimes deep things) Alex says, or Felicity's snark. And Greyson. MA SWEET BOY .... ❤

I've said this before, but I swear I have the bestest readers ever. I couldn't have asked for kinder, more supportive readers. It's for you I write, you know :)