5. contract

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*male lead POV*

It's fucking 4 am in the morning and I am still wide awake plus restless .on top of that I can't stop thinking and repeating lines my dad said...

I mean it's not like I don't want to get married and have perfect family. Ofcourse I want to live life like a dream..
but damn things are not that easy in this generation.. Yes It's not hard to get a laid or hot nice sex these days.
It's also not impossible to get nice bf/gf or romantic dates.
In fact I myself experience that..I am not saint. I'll have one night stands or really romantic candle light dinners if she really clicks..
But love?commitment? Loyalty? Does that even exist these days?

As soon as I or anyone hear these words in our generation, we all will start seeking answers of questions we don't want to accept. Even if I iust speak for myself, I have seen year's relationships collapsing faster than house of cards.
So how do I prepare myself for something this huge? If relation collapses it will only hurt me .But if marriage fails, it will not only destroy me but break my entire family from within..

I am not saying in 26 years I could not find myself a nice girl or all I found was gold diggers. No. I really met few hot independant girls who were focused on their goals and didn't need me as ATM machine..
But you know I can't explain this in words.something was always lacking.

It was always too nice to believe. Smooth, perfect and just nice.
Not awesome..not crazy..not funny

idk how do I explain . I just don't need someone safe and nice. I ain't someone who will seat at shore and watch peaceful weaves. I am someone who will be willing to trade in deep waters, just to explore the unexplored..

Who knows, somewhere there I 'll find my own lost titanic treasure

Damn it was too deep. Wasn't it..I really should be writer..like I am awesome..

So coming back to topic I can always write   thousand essays on how I want perfect bride.. But love doesn't plan,  it just clicks.
Clicks in places you never imagined and searched..

May be that's the reason I am going to take this risk.
I am going to visit a marriage burae and find the perfect girl to sign a contract ,
tha too in typical wattpad style.
If Clicked, happily married,
If not
Tried and divorced...

now Let's just see if this deals flips lucky side of my coin...

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If you stayed here for an year, I am already thankful...
I told you this will be rollercoaster..you will laugh, you will think, you will cry ❤

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