Claw Through My Heart

18|Lost Boy

Harry's pov

I laid in bed I had just finished unpacking everything for the bedroom

And Alexis should be home any minute now she would be cooking dinner and I knew she had steak for me and my mouth watered just thinking about it

I had unpacked her pills and that got me curious so I looked it up on google

I found out it stops babies from growing and all the pills that were white keep her from getting pregnant and the fake ones were a different color hers were blue and then this other thing came up called an abortion and that scared me

taking the baby out

Some many people seemed mad about it

But I did read that rape victims got it and people who didn't want babies and that made sense but I just worried because Alexis didn't want a baby and it's her body it's her call but I really really do want a baby

I'd come up with a plan

It was a bad plan I knew I shouldn't do it but...

I'd switch her pills I'd give them to her when she's on her last week before the blue I'll get it for her every day and give her the fakes she always threw those away and the internet said the pill is only 99% effective so there's still 1%

I could get away with this I could

"Harry?" I snapped my head around "can you come with me to get Nuk Nuk?" She left Nuk Nuk with Sasha until we got all furniture in to the apartment so he wasn't in the way

"Yeah let's go" I nodded we walked out and I decided I'd drive

"After we get him I'll be making your steak" if I was wolf my ears would have perked up but I did salivate almost drooled actually

"Yesss" I moaned she giggled and reached for my hand and I more than happily took hers and rubbed her knuckles

"You're the best mate" she smiled and leaned on me

"You're the best werewolf" I chuckled

We pulled up and I swung our hands smiling she was so happy it felt wonderful we got in the elevator and I spun her she laughed

"Harry I love you so much" my heart thumped hard in my chest my smile split my face

"I love you so much more" I leaned down again kissed her

As the door opened she skipped out I smiled widely she knocked on Sasha's door I stood behind Alexis leaning on the iron rail

She opened "oh Alexis hey what's up?"

"I'm here for my Baby" she cooed

"You're brother came and got him" I stood up straight and Alexis's hands fell limp at her sides

"I don't have a brother" Alexis whispered

Sasha looked utterly confused "but he came yesterday he knew where you lived and had a picture of you Nuk Nuk didn't like him he he said that was because Nuk Nuk didn't like guys... Alexis tell me your joking"

I didn't have to see Alexis's face I felt it I felt her heart drop and every ounce of happiness evaporate from her

"Oooo my god MY BABY" Alexis started crying

I grabbed her hugging her I moved so fast I only made half a step to reach her

"Sasha tell me this is a joke" I shook my head squeezing Alexis to my chest she teared up too

"No no really ooo my god Alexis h-he knew so much about you I'm sorry I'm so sorry!" She really did sound upset

Alexis sobbed harder I rubbed her back leaning down to kiss her head "what did he look like?" I hissed

Sasha was wiping under her eyes "uhh uhh he was white, blonde hair, b-brown eyes... he- he had a dragon tattoo on his arm he knew a lot about Alexis her old apartment, the picture, her tastes in music like things a brother would know" she shook her head "it's my fault I should have called you b-but I had a client in bed Alexis I am so sorry"

Alexis was not capable of talking to her I think Sasha and I both understood that "look if you see him or see Nuk Nuk call okay?"

It was sad but there wasn't much to do "yes yes of course Alexis Alexis please I'm sorry I'm so sorry" Sash went to touch Alexis she shook her head

"DONT TOUCH ME" she screamed into my chest she was muffled but she was heard clearly and fuck was she pissed Sasha pulled her hand back quickly

"But who was he?" Sasha sniffled

"I'll find out" I reassured her then looked down at Alexis "we'll find him and we'll find Nuk Nuk come on Baby girl I think it's best we go" I picked her up

She made no complaints no struggle she just cried "I know I know" I felt myself tearing up I didn't particularly like Nuk Nuk but she loved him he probably was the only thing she loved for a very long time I just felt all her dread all her soul crushing sadness

"He's gunna be okay he's a tough boy you are his mama after all" I cooed setting her in the car I had to pull her off me it hurt her just about as much as it hurt me

I got in she was barely breathing "I-I s-shouldn't have left him I'm so STUPID" she screamed kicking the floor

"Alexis no no it's not your fault whoever took him was obviously hell bent on taking him and trust me when we find this guy I'll give him exactly what he deserves"

"I-I swear I know who she's talking about b-but he doesn't have a dragon tattoo..." I sighed deeply

"Do you wanna get a new puppy?" I saw that in movies

"NO I DONT WANT A DUMB PUPPY" she yelled yeah I saw that in the movies too "I found Nuk Nuk I took care of him when he was a puppy I don't want another dog I want my Baby I WANT MY N-NUK NUK" she screamed

It hurt my ears I whimpered and nodded "okay I'm sorry I am let's just lay down and calm down okay your heart is racing"

She nodded and wiped her face "he'll come back to mama" she tried to be positive but she wasn't putting that emotion across

"Yes he will" I nodded "he loved you so much" she grabbed my hand and hugged my arm

She nodded "he protected me so much he was so beautiful" I rubbed her thigh

"He did I saw that first hand he's a good boy" I nodded we pulled up as she opened the door in a snap and got out I scrambled to follow her I jogged to catch up but she had thrown herself into the bed while I turned off the car, locked it, locked the door, and got to her

I felt so bad I transformed to my wolf phase then climbed on the bed and nudged her with my nose she peeked I whimpered and licked up her tears she yanked me against her "Oh Harry" I nuzzled into her licking softly

She kissed my head and rubbed behind my ears and I have to say her emotions felt lighter she was still horribly sad I know that but I was helping that's all I wanted

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