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Chap|17 Just enjoy this Moment

"I'm sorry."

"Ummhmm, don't let it happen again." I said while poking at her chest.

"Ohh what you gonna do if it does?" She asked with her lip sucked in between her teeth.

I squinted my eyes at her. "Don't test me Brown."

"I like testing you though baby." I laughed as I took a seat at the table.

"Oh I know you do." Y/N laughed and sat my plate of food down in front of me. Royalty who was still in my arms was now moving around like crazy trying to get to the food.

"Ok Royalty hold on a second baby." I said as I put her in her high chair so that I could feed her. She then started to whine and I sighed.

"Here she can get her own." I looked over at Y/N as she went over to the stove to get Royalty a small plate.

"Here you go mommas." When she put it down in front of her, her little eyes instantly grew bigger.

"YaYay!" She yelled showing her cute little teeth as she started clapping. Y/N and I laughed and I reached over to kiss her cheek. It was just the cutest thing ever.

"So, you have any plans for today?" She said with her own plate in front of her. I shook my head and sighed.

"Uh I don't really know yet. But I wasn't really planning on it. I'm sure you have a full day ahead of you."

She shrugged. "I actually don't. I mean I have a few things I could be working on, but since I'm basically done with the album. All I have to do is sit back and wait on my team to finish up. And if they need me they'll call me."

"Ohh yeah that's right. Your album is almost finished. Are you excited for it?" I asked looks omg at her already knowing the answer.

"Hell-" I glared at her making her stop talking and she cleared her throat. "I-I mean of course I am. I've been working on it for so long and now it's finally time for my fans to get to hear it."

I nodded slowly. "Well I'm happy for you." She smiled at me and I returned it instantly.

"Thanks babe." I sighed and looked down at my hands. "What's wrong?" She asked with a frown on her face. I could tell she was genuinely concerned about why my attitude had all of a sudden dropped. But I really didn't know how I was gonna tell her what was bothering me right now. I mean we're getting along so well and I don't want to do or say anything that might mess that up.

But I just couldn't help how I was feeling. I could stop all these thoughts from running around my mind. So I just needed to ask her, and hopefully nothing would go wrong.

I looked up from my hands and dead into her eyes. Seeing as she was already staring at me, waiting on me to speak up.

She reached over the table and rubbed my hands in hers. "Come on Camila, you know you can talk to me about whatever it is-"

"Y/N, What are we?" Her face frowned up at my question. She stood up to clear the table.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean exactly what I said. What. Are. We." I asked even slower hoping that now she'll understand.

"Well. What is it that you want us to be?"

"I want us to be happy. And if that's us together then great. But I can't stand going on like we've been doing lately, just kinda ignoring the obvious elephant in the room."

"Camila-"

I shook my head at her as I held my hand up to stop her from talking.

"No Y/N please. Ok. I need to say this, and I need for you to understand where I'm really coming from with this."

She nodded and walked over to me. "And I do camz."

"Do you?"

"Yes. I know exactly where your coming from, and I do understand how your feeling. But I need for you to understand that that's not even where my mind is at right now. I'm not thinking about what happened to us back then. I'm not thinking about why we feel apart, or why you left anymore. Right now all I am thinking about is how lucky I am to have you back with me and how damn happy I am that Royalty is going to grow up and have you in her life."

I sighed and looked down for a minute trying to get my thoughts together. "You really mean that Y/N?"

"Yes absolutely baby." I looked up at her with my lip between my teeth.

"I love you Y/N. So damn much." She smiled and pulled me into her chest.

"You have no idea how much I love you." Hearing her say that made my heart swell up with so much love and happiness. It felt so good to know that she was willing forgive me for my mistakes and except the past so that we could move on. And move on together. As a family.

I just want to enjoy this moment.

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A/N
Hey guys😌 I hope you all enjoyed this small, much needed update.💓

I have so many different ideas swarming through my head. And I'm slowly getting them out and finishing up more chapters😊

Let me know what you all think 💭 Also thanks for reading/voting💞sorry for any mistakes😷