A/N: Hope you're enjoying so far. I don't have much to say, I'm still at a loss for words.
We had officially been a couple for a month now. It felt so surreal. I had never been as happy. Your comeback had been quite successful and I was glad to be there to see your music blossom. The song lyrics you had finished that morning after my confession ended up being the title song of the album. I thought you'd be happy, but something seemed off.
It felt like something was wrong with you, I couldn't quite put my finger on it.
One night when you came back from work, you seemed so worn out. I asked you if there was something I could do. You looked into my eyes and I could just about see the helplessness in your eyes. That night, you told me everything. I listened carefully and I was truly astonished. Never in a million years would I have thought that depression could affect you. In my mind, depression was something that only happened to other people, not those close to you.
I tried my best to advise you on the matter, but I was at a loss for words. I was heartbroken that my love could be feeling so much pain when here I was, as happy as ever. I felt so selfish. I should've recognized the signs, I blamed myself for not seeing your pain when you were hiding it so well. It was almost impossible for me to know, but that didn't matter.
That night, I cried myself to sleep.
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For You- Kim Jonghyun
FanfictionIn which a girl falls in love with a boy. Unfortunately, life doesn't always give us happy endings. The events in this story are fictional, therefore they didn't happen exactly as said. In loving memory of an angel gone too soon, Kim Jonghyun Apr...
