CERTIFIED SHAWOLS (incomplete story)

Chapter 20

"I have no idea ma'am but according to his father I heard that maybe they won't comeback anymore. Sir Ken will continue his study in Canada." she answered.

My world suddenly crashed after I heard what had the maid said. I can't even blink my eyes since I'm still in shocked. My body feels like going to give up anytime. I want to cry alot but my eyes doesn't want to. I don't know what am I feeling right now, I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing. I just don't expect that Ken can do that to me.

"Ma'am are you okay? Do you still need something?" the maid asked me. I just shooked my head as the sign of "No". She closed the gate and left me still in shocked.

After a few minutes, I decided to get back home. I went home crying. My mom asked me if why but I just don't give attention to her and ran towards my room then I locked the door. I'm crying so damn hard inside my room. I heard Sandra knocking at the door of my room but I didn't open it. I just want to be alone! I hate him! I hate him so much! He doesn't even tell me that he's leaving and now I knew that he won't get back anymore! Bullshit. >///<

I cry and cry for almost a week. I don't even attending my class. Well, I don't care anymore bout my studies. My life is already ruined because of Ken and now I don't know what will happened to me after Ken left me.

My mom always asking Sandra to comfort me since she can't do that. Sandra is my bestfriend since when I was grade school that's why she's the only one I can tell my problems. After for like a week of not sleeping, not eating, and always crying. I really look so depressed now! Maybe if I walk outside, people would thought that I'm a mental patient. Yeah, that's how ugly I am right now.

I don't want my life be miserable so I decided to talk to my mom and Sandra. I told her what does Ken did to me. They listen to me and they comfort me. Both of them told me that, this is not the end. I still can make my life sense! They said that they will help me. I agree with them, I allow them to help me.

After for like 1 month of moving on, I've pass all the struggles in my life. I erase all the memories that I've kept with Ken, as in all including Ken. So now that I've moved on, Ken was just a stranger for me.

I'm very thankful to my mom and Sandra who's always there to help and comfort me whenever I'm depressed.

Me and Sandra do everything that she think that can help me to be happy again.

One morning, Sandra asked me to join her in their house since she's alone. She said we will watch a korean drama's and she's pretty sure that I'm going to love it. At first, I don't want to come there just to watch korean drama's. Yeah, I'm a half blooded korean but I used to love english movies more than k-dramas. Since, my bestfriend is so naughty! I come over their house that day, we watched korean dramas all over again. I think we've watched for like 20 k-dramas and my eyes are already hurting. -_-

"Bhest! This would be the last k-drama that we're going to watch, okay?" Sandra told me.

"Thanks god, tha'll be the last! I'm so sleepy already and my eyes are hurting." I said.

"Sandra what is the title of that drama?" I asked her.

"To the beautiful you." She answered.

"I haven't watch that before." I told sandra.

"Me too. It's a new drama that's why." she said.

"Oh okay." I replied.

Both of us watch that k-drama until.......

"O-M-G! Sandra who's that guy?" I asked my bestfriend.

"Which guy? There are two guys." She asked me.

"The tall guy with big eyes! The one who looks like a bullfrog!" I told her.

"Oh, this one? He's Choi Minho, member of the k-group SHINee." She told me.

"Ohmygosh! I haven't seen him before. He's so handsome!" I said while blushing.

"You don't know SHINee?" She asked me. She knows everything about kpop even though she's not a korean while me I don't know about that since I grew up here in the Philippines.

"Sad to say but no. Sandra, I want to know them better! Specially that bullfrog. Tell me more about them! Pleaseee!" I said to Sandra with aegyo.

"Sure Kim. I'd love introducing kpop! I hope you'll become a kpop stan too just like me. So that whenever I'm fangirling, you can relate. Haha" Sandra said.

( END OF THE FLASHBACK )

That's the reason why me and Sandra became a CERTIFIED SHAWOLS! Although Ken left me, I'm still thankful for him because if he didn't left me, I wouldn't know SHINee. After Sandra introduced SHINee to me, I'm also became a fangirl. :"> That's why I love SHINee a lot specially my froggy Minho! He's the reason why I become a shawol. ^^v Love at first sight baby! Hahah. :D