Kpop Imagines

Imagine #19 // Jungkook pt.01

it's been two years since I last saw him

two years since I moved away

let me explain

*flashback*

It's our graduation today . A party took place yesterday and the hangover is bad . I have a headache and my stomach hurts so much . Me and Jungkook drunk a few drinks more than we intended to

I got up and went to the bathroom , man did I look bad . My hair was messy , I didn't remove my makeup and it was smudged on my face . I washed my face and  wore my uniform

I did minimal makeup just some mascara and a lip tint . My hair was the usual way , loose curls . I didn't have a big appetite so I left the house without eating .

It took us about thirty minutes to arrive at the school with my mum . I saw Jungkook  walking with his friends , he looked at me but didn't say anything . It's really odd , he would usually run up to me . I shrugged it off and went inside

In the middle of the ceremony , my stomach started hurting so bad . I couldn't get up now so I just waited 'til we were done . Jungkook didn't once glance at me or look at me , it is seriously odd as we're always together , we are in a relationship after all .

we were in our class so I decided to confront him . "Can we talk ?" he nodded his head , we went outside and walked for a bit ." Are you mad at me ?" I asked "I'm not mad I just feel uncomfortable, don't you feel awkward after what happened last night"

" I don't know" "look (Y/n) I want to tell you something " " what is it?" I asked while turning around and looking at him , he was rubbing his neck "I know" "you know?" " if you want to break up with me just say it , but I have a question for you more of a statement . If you just used me for your own pleasure then that's really low for you Jungkook , a year and a half of my life went to waste for this " "I didn't use you I just-" "You just what? what is it Jungkook?"

He was rubbing his temples trying to find what to say to me "You know I'm an idol an-" "that didn't stop you when you asked me to be with you" "fans will get mad and- " " I GET IT , I get that you used me and your fans know we are together so you don't have to make a shitty as fuck excuse to cover the fact  , so okay let's break up " " are you serious?" "You're the one that suggested this Jungkook , good fucking bye hope you find someone that does the same thing to you"

I left while rubbing my cheeks , I did not cry , I will never cry for him . I went to the car and got in letting out a breath I didn't know I was holding "Sweetie are yo-" " Just drive mum, let's just go home "

*flashback over*

after that I moved to new york where my dad is. Two months later I discovered that I was pregnant , yeah Jungkook and me that night . Well to say my dad wasn't mad is shocking , he was always fond of Jungkook even though he never met him personally . He was a little mad though at the beginning   due to the fact that I was going to raise a child by myself

here I am at the airport with Sungjae waiting for my mum to pick me up . It feels so weird to be back here , memories  of him are everywhere. It's really disappointing how I'm like this , god it's so ugh . It makes my stomach make turns , it makes me nervous but my dad decided it's best I move back here

the look on my mum's face when she saw me and smiled.  Her face lit up when she held Sungjae,  it made me tear up . He is a blessing,  he is my little ray of sunshine and I do not regret bringing him to life

We've been back it's been a few days . I was going at the grocery store to get some food to cook at home , Sungjae was sleeping in my arms . Shopping while holding a kid is hard , I tried to grab a box from the top of the shelve but no result . A hand went up and got the box , they put it in my cart "Thank you  sir " I said while bowing my head .

My eyes came in contact with a smile,  a smile I knew all too well "Long time no see (Y/n) " " Taehyung?  hi " his laugh was still the same " Haven't seen you in what two years? " " yeah kind of went to my dad's place to study " " haha well who is this? " he said while looking at Sungjae , he touched his cheek and smiled . A smile was on my face too , I liked it when people complimented my son

"This is Sungjae" "Hey little guy , how old is he ? " Taehyung said while looking at me " He is turning two soon" " I didn't know your mum got re-married "  

he thinks my mum got married again?

"hehe uh Taehyung my mum didn't get married again " "Then whose ki-" " He is mine , I'm Sungjae's mum" 

Taehyung's eyes were wide from shock .  "Hyung where are you?" my heart started beating faster by second , the footsteps came closer then they stopped .

"Hyung stop bothering girls and let's go " I could believe my eyes , the guy that I used to be with , the guy I loved , the guy that broke up with me , the father of my child is in front of me

he looks so , he is , I held Sungjae closer to me , he was still sleeping thank god for that . "Yah Jungkook be polite and say hi , you two haven't seen eachother for a while " Jungkook looked at me , shock was evident on his face

I gulped and smiled at him " (Y/n).... hey " "Hi " we kept looking at eachother until he noticed Sungjae "What is th-" "Oh thats Sungjae, (Y/n)'s kid " he looked at me , damn you Tae . "(Y/n) you got mar-" " Well it was great seeing you again guys I have to go " "Wait  (Y/n)"  I quickly picked the diapers with one hand and with the other I held Sungjae .

I paid as fast as I could and went outside ,  he was following me . Why why why is he like this ? just stop .
He grabbed the box out of my hand and made me stop . "At least let me help you " I nodded and let him follow me to the car .

He opened  the back seat and put the box in . "(Y/n) can we talk? " "Sure" "Is he mine? " he looked at me with a look of wonder but when he laid eyes on Sungjae his face changed , his face was filled with emotions that I couldn't recongnize

"What do you think? he has your lips , he looks like a baby version of you "  Jungkook looked at me and smiled , he hugged me . Sungjae was between us , Jungkook let me go and looked at me     " Can I hold him ? " my heart was beating so fast , I nodded . He took Sungjae from my arms and held him

His smile was so big , I couldn't help but regret not telling him sooner . "Jungko-" "Please let me in his life , I want to be there for him and you , I regretted what happened  with you back then , I didn't mean that I was just a really confused teen "

"Jungkook  , I'm the one that needs to
apologise I just- I'm " I couldn't hold it in anymore , I started crying . I cried because of when I learnt that I was pregnant , I cried because of the looks I got when I went around the mall , I cried because I spend such a long time alone , I cried because I didn't tell him sooner , I cried because  I was so stupid and I just moved away . I cried because I didn't  let him talk .

Sungjae started crying , Jungkook started making faces at him but that didn't result to anything . I wiped my eyes and held my hands out ,Sungjae started  moving around wanting me to hold him . He handed him to me , Sungjae put his arms around my neck , he calmed down .

"(Y/n) , can we meet tomorrow to talk more ? " I looked at him and nodded , he smiled and hugged me again " I can't believe I'm a dad " he laughed and smiled " Thank you for bringing me so much joy "

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CKVKIGGUIGIT DO I MAKE A PART TWO ?