Okay, so, the other day Maki admitted he likes me. I said I kinda like him too. But were not dating. Yet?
And today I got upset and felt a bit sick because Ben and Natalie remind me so much of what me and Ben used to have. Tina kinda told them what was going on, then I did. Natalie feels really bad about it, and said she cares about me. She's actually a really nice girl. Ben said he knows how I feel (I don't understand how) and said he'll figure out how to help me. (don't know how that will happen)
And I also was worrying over Ben. He apparently feels terrible about something right now, and said he thinks he's an asshole (even though he's actually a precious angel), and I just want happiness. For everyone.
But now I'm kinda confused about my feelings for Maki and Ben. Do I actually have feelings for them? Or at least one of them? Who do I like more? Why am I like this?
This is why I hate myself sometimes. More specifically my emotions.
Anyways, that's all for now Diary. Let's hope I don't do anything stupid...
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Dear Diary; I Love Someone
Teen FictionEmmarie is a sophomore student at Hidden Falls High. She's an average teen, with teen problems. This is her diary. She rights down her thoughts and feelings here. This is her heart spilled on the pages. Read with care, please.
