A Bizarre Kind Of Love (LGBT) COMPLETED

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Try to listen to LANY's song entitled 13 while reading this chapter.

**Gianni Bien's POV

'Miranda's back.'

Paulit-ulit kong binabasa ang mensahe na galing kay Louise.

That's good, right? I should be happy. But I am confused why I am not. Mas nakaramdam pa ako ng kaba ng mabasa ito.

I miss, Miranda. I miss being with my best friend. The only person who can truly understand me.

Her trip took longer than I expected. She must've enjoyed her time with herself.

Tumayo na ako sa kama ko para simulan ang araw ko. Nagtungo ako sa banyo para magsipilyo at maligo. Humarap ako sa salamin at pinagmasdan ang sarili kong imahe.

I have been seeing this face for months now. I already got accustomed with it, but it still does not feel right.

I no longer can hurt Farrah. I couldn't find it in me to do that anymore. I am now battling with my own conscience.

Isinantabi ko muna ang mga iniisip ko at pinagpasyahang maligo na para harapin kung ano man ang nakahanda para sa akin ngayong araw na ito.

Monday, please be good to me.

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"Gianni, what a pleasant surprise." I stood up from the couch and greeted Madam Sosa.

"I am more than surprised that you didn't know I was coming." She foresaw that I was coming to her place before. I gave her a half smile, "Hope you don't mind my unannounced visit then."

"Not at all." Tinignan ako nito taas baba, "Follow me." She gestures me to walk with her. Sumunod naman ako sa kanya. Naglakad kami papunta sa labas ng mansyon nito.

"What if I stayed in this form." Walang patumpik-tumpik kong saad. Pumitas ako ng bulaklak sa isa sa mga halaman ni Madam Sosa. Hindi pa ito bumubuka kaya hindi pa gaanong makikita ang tunay na ganda nito. What a waste.

"Then you will completely loose yourself and live to be someone new." Napatigil ako sa pagsunod sa kanya. Hindi iyon maaari. Kailangan kong makabalik sa dati kong anyo pero nananalangin akong may iba pang paraan.

"I am maturing and that's the good part. I am no longer the stubborn, selfish and a bitch original me." Napatawa lang ng marahan si Madam Sosa.

"Gianni, I hate to admit this to you." Tumigil ito at humarap sa akin. Her face is masked with seriousness, "But the only way to bring you back is to fulfill the curse."

That punched me in the face.

All my hopes crumbled down, "I wouldn't be seeing myself then. Tatangapin ko na lang ito." Akmang aalis na ako ng pigilan ako ni Madam Sosa.

"I can feel that you are hurting inside. Your eyes says it all. But you need to do it." I shaked my head at her, "Trust me."

"You want me to hurt a person who's done nothing but kindness? You want me to hurt a person who's already broken?" I looked at her defeated, "Breaking Farrah will hurt us both but this pain inside me, if I will keep it to myself then it wouldn't do anything bad to anyone."