this is not mine but I find it very cute, so credit to @the-moonlovesthe-sun on Tumblr.
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After a long time away from tom, you decided that taking a break was the right thing to do. You had been home in london with tess for about a year, while tom was out there making a life for himself.
Sure he came by and visited often, but all he did was sleep and stay over at his parents. It was taking a toll on you. Not having tom by your side, supporting your actions. Not having his strong arms around you whenever you where feeling down. Tom was your home, your everything and you just couldnt let go. Not just yet anyway.
After five months apart and tom not calling you, you decided to leave. With just one note saying that you'll always love him. It was one of your hardest decisions and you felt sick to your stomach. Leaving such a huge part of your heart behind. You loved tom, loved his family , loved his dog, loved how he always run his fingers down your back when you where cuddling. Tom was your everything.
So by leaving it would make you miserable, but it was the right thing to do. Tom didn't notice you anymore, and you couldn't just stand by there watching your heart get crushed by the man you loved.
So you left.
Leaving all your memories behind.
2 weeks later
"Y/N please answer, I lo–ve you... please don't leave me" tom cried.
Straight to voicemail.
" I'm sorry, Y/N... don't leave me. Your everything I got. I just can't lose you" tom cried again.
Voicemail. Your heart faltered hearing tom so upset and broken. All you wanted to do was take everything back. Everything. You cried that night, like every other night. Nothing could fill the gaping hole in your heart. Not even your friends and family.
" y/n it's paddy, ehmmm... well Tom is crying again, and well we miss you.. please don't leave me here with those people" paddy whispered and you chuckled, hearing him joke. 'Bip bip' and he ended the voicemail. You just couldn't bring yourself to answer even if it was paddy. Harry and sam had also called, however not left a message.
You wheee sitting in your living room, watching netflix and eating your favourite meal. You hadn't left your house in 4 days and you looked like a terrible mess. 'Ding dong'
"I'm coming!" You yelled, grabbing the remote and setting the movie on pause. You looked yourself in the mirror.
Yuck.
After fixing your hair, you opened the door to see tom holland standing there. His eyes watering and his body hunched forward. His curls hanging down his face.
His a mess to.
Tom gave you a sad smile and involved you in a tight hug. Saying "I miss you" and " I love you" over and over again.
He hugged you closer, kissing your forehead and humming in satisfaction. Tom was home, tom had his everything.
You closed your eyes and laid your head on his chest holding on for dear life. Like he was going to vanish. You smiled to yourself and a tear fell down your face. Soon followed by many more. You could hear him crying to and you hugged him closer (if it's even possible). After a moment or two, tom lifted his hands to your face making you look at him.
"Don't leave me y/n" " I love you so much"
Tom could see the love lingering in you gaze as you gave him a sad smile.
" I would never"
And you kissed.
