Chapter 18: Lightbulb

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Miss Lorna raised tapped the desk and I sat up.

"Holly? Can you list the different types of attachments?"

I blinked a couple of times, waking my mind from the fog of sleep and blushed. Falling asleep during class, this was a first for me. No matter how tired I was, I never actually nodded off. Miss Lorna raised an eyebrow but listed the answers in her monotonous voice without further comment. I heaved a sigh of relief and made a conscious effort to take notes. Hopefully if I paid more attention she wouldn't question me further and find out that I hadn't done the reading.

As soon as the bell rang, I sped out of the classroom before Miss Lorna could get a hold of me. That, and I really wanted to and see Mum. I re-read Dad's message and smiled. We were going to get Mum out of the hospital today. But I still didn't know if Josh was okay and it was sucking the relief out of my heart. I'd ask Dad about it in the car, I had to know, I was ready for the answer.

I saw Clara standing in the hallway with Larissa and groaned inwardly. It was never a good time to see them, but today was definitely a bad time. I didn't make eye contact with either of them, rigidly walking past them and staring at my ever-stained boots. By some miracle, they didn't say anything and I escaped unharmed without having to run.

Dad waved from backseat and got out to hug me as I jogged over to the car.

"Hey honey, how was school?"

I smiled so tearfully that I laughed at the paradox of my emotions. It felt like the first day of school, and I let both my tears and smile shine. Dad's face cracked and he pulled me into a hug again, his unspoken words ringing clearly in my mind.

"Let's go and see Mum," he said finally.

I wiped my nose and followed him into the car.

"Good afternoon Holly, are you all set to go?" Adrian asked warmly.

Boyce gave me the slightest nod in greeting and I nodded back before replying to Adrian as impersonally as I could. He didn't seem to react as he restarted the engine and put the car into gear.

As we drove away, I thought I saw Larissa standing by the school gates, watching us silently.

"You've lost weight Holly, haven't you been eating properly?" Mum frowned as she stroked my cheek lightly

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"You've lost weight Holly, haven't you been eating properly?" Mum frowned as she stroked my cheek lightly. She still hadn't let go of my hand and I was grateful. I had cried so much on her shoulder that I think she was afraid I'd never stop. Mum didn't cry though, she hadn't let a single tear slip, but her sighs were heavy. Instead of being sad, she seemed more relieved. I guess she'd had all those years to accept the situation, so it didn't drive her to tears anymore. I remembered her worried expressions and guilt prodded my heart. With a barely concealed sob I wiped my eyes to keep the tears in my eyes. Mum put her arm around me firmly, but didn't reassure me like she did when I first came in. Dad stroked my head gently and I looked at my parents with new eyes.

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