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He handled me her I held her on my side "goodbye princes mommy gonna leave you today" I said and gave her a kiss i handled her back to Niall and she started crying "oh princes" I said "did I do something wrong?" Niall said "no she's either hungry or need to get changed" I said "we'll feed her when we get home" Justin said "and it's only milk right?" Justin said "yeah she's first gonna eat when she's six month" I said "well we're going now so bye" Justin said and got in the car "bye" I said and they drove of I walked in again John was watching tv I walked over to him and sat down next to him "so who's the father?" he said "I don't know we're getting answers tomorrow" I said he took his arm around me "is it okay if I stay here the night too?" he said "sure I don't wanna be alone" I said "great" he said and gave me a kiss I got up "where you going?" he said "I'm gonna make some dinner" I said and walked in the kitchen "no need to I already ordered chines" I said while pulling me back down "I'm so scared" I said "why?" he said and looked down at me "because what if they drop her? what if she falls? and they don't notice anything" I said "that stupid aren't they" he said "yeah your right it's just the first time without her" I said "well it have to start from some point" he said "yeah I better get use to it" I said "yeah and then we have some time alone" he said and kissed me I kissed back he started leaning on me making me lay down on my back he put his hand behind my neck i broke the kiss he looked at me "we have to know each other better" I said "you already know a lot about me" he chuckled and kissed me again "no I mean it" I said he sighed and sat up I sat up too the door knocked he got up and walked over to the door I could hear him talk with the delivery guy I watched tv he was watching the news he came in and sat down he put the boxes on the table "I didn't know what you liked so I just took rice with chicken for you" he said "thanks" I said and took the box and plastic fork we started eating I sighed "stop worrying about her" he said and looked at me "I can't" I said "they might be idiots but I think they gonna take it serious and be careful" he said and looked back at the tv my phone started vibrating I took it up and put it on my ear "hello?" I said while putting the box on the table "hi I need help" Justin said "I'll be there" I said an hanged up "see I knew it they can't take responsibility of a child" I said while getting up "where you going?" he said "they need help" I said and walked over to the door "hurry" he said I walked out and closet the door I walked over to their door and knocked I could hear her scream I knocked more and the door got open it was Zayn "ugh" he said "where is she?" I said "she's here and she won't be quiet" Justin said he was holding her close to his chest I walked in and took her "what happened?" I said "we don't know we came home she wouldn't stop crying we gave her milk but she still don't want to stop" Niall said Niall had her blanket on his shoulder I took it and put it on her and she slowly stopped crying "thank god" Liam said "I don't think you should keep her today anyway" I said "no please it's just one mistake we'll be better I promise" Niall said "okay" I said "but I need help" Justin said "with what?" I said "her diapers" he said "Niall can help you" I said "no I want to learn from you" he said "I can't John is waiting on me" I said "it's just a second" he said I sighed "fine" I said "okay let's go upstairs" he said we walked upstairs and into his room "I put her stuff in here since I'm best at keeping the stuff" he said while closing the door I walked in his bathroom and laid her on the table where he had made space for her he came behind me and looked over my shoulder "just look okay" I said "mmhmm" he said and got closer I took it off and dried her I put the new on "and you have to put them on the sticky-" I stopped talking when he put his hands on my waist and pulled me closer "mmhmm" he said and let his head rest on my shoulder "spots or else they won't hold it up" I said "you know I missed you" he whispered in my ear I could feel his warm breath on my cheek "let's just focus on Annabelle" I said "yeah sure" he said and took his head back up "well if that's it then I'm off now" I said while taking her up I turned around he was standing right in front of me I looked up at him "can't you stay a little longer?" He said "no I can't sorry" I said "come on just one hour" he said with a smile I sighed "okay" I said "okay there's something I wanna do one last time before it all ends" he said while taking my hand we walked over to his bed he laid down "come on lay down" he said an I did I put Annabelle between us "just like the family I hope we'll be" he said and gave her a kiss on her forehead "let's see if she's even yours" I said "I know she is she got the Canadian hair and the big muscle like a Canadian" he said "sure let's just say that" I said "and your not Canadian so who else" he said "well Niall is brown haired too" I said "you don't seriously think that she his?" he said "maybe" I said "it's not his I know it" he said "Justin I have to go" I said "no stay a little longer" he said while holding my hand I looked down at our hands I missed his touch he chuckled "what?" I said "you love me" he said "what?" I said "I can see it on you just admit it" he said "I-I don't love you" I said "yes you do" he said "okay watch her and be careful i'm going now" I said an gave her a kiss and got up I walked over to the door "wait don't go" he said while while following me "no John is waiting on me" I said and was about to open the door he turned me around and pushed me up against the wall he got really close out foreheads were touching "please stay" he said looking at my lips and then up on my eyes "I can't" I said "it's just one hour" he said and leaned a little in "no I re-" he cut me off by kissing me passionately and slow he had closet his eyes he waited on me to kiss back I closet my eyes and kissed back but I broke the kiss "I can't I'm sorry" I said while pushing him gently off I walked out "Y/N" I heard him say while I walked downstairs the guys looked at me I walked out and ran over to the house I walked in "why did you take so freaking long!?" John said while walking into the hall "sorry they needed-" I got cut off by him slapping me across the cheek I could feel something drip down my lip I felt it was blood he made me bleed I looked at him "what the hell!?" I said while putting my hand on my cheek "don't ever be late!" he said while pushing me up against the door "don't ever hit!" I said and he slapped me again "don't command on me!" he said I had tears in my eyes he's not like I thought he was "and if anyone ever finds out about this your dead okay?!" he said I looked down "okay!?" he said while pulling my hair back "yes!" I said "good!" he said "and if I ever see you talk with him about anything else than Annabelle I swear you won't be able to talk again!" he said "understood!?" he said I nodded and he let go "now go do the dishes!" he said I walked past him and into the kitchen and I started to cry I took a tissue and dried the blood away "quit it and do the dishes!" he said while throwing out the boxes with chines food he walked back out "and get me a soda!" he yelled from the couch I dried the tears away and took a soda out the fridge I walked out to him and handled him it he had his feet on the table he took the soda I looked at him while he opened it he looked at me "didn't you hear what I said clean the freaking dishes!" he said I walked back out to the kitchen I turned the water on and took the sponge I dried the soap on the first plate I looked out the window Justin came out with his car keys in his hand he looked over at me and waved I looked down but I could feel he was doing something weird I looked again and he was waving his hands in the air trying to get my attention I chuckled he smiled and stopped "what the hell was that!?" John yelled while walking up to me he looked out Justin was still looking at us "what was that!?" he said "nothing" I said "didn't you listen!?" he said "yes I did I'm sorry" I said "why did you laugh?!" he said "I don't know" I said "don't lie!" he yelled getting closer I looked out the window Justin was still looking at us he looked weird at us I looked back at John "it's him isn't it!?" he said and pulled in my hand making the soap drip on the ground he pulled me into the bedroom and slapped me "I hope you'll listen next time!!" he yelled and walked out he smacked the door after him I sat on the edge of the bed and started crying my phone vibrated I took it up and took it "hello?" I said trying not to sound like I was crying "hi are you crying?" he said "no I'm getting a cold soon" I said and cleared my throat "okay but I was on my way to go buying things for Annabelle's room and thought you might would join me?" he said I sighed "I cant" I said and dried another tear away "why not? it's a parents thing and I don't really know what to buy" he said "ehm two seconds" I said and put the phone on the bed I walked out John looked at me "what?!" he said "ehm Justin are going out to buy Annabelle some stuff and he ask-" he cut me off "no!" He said "but he really need help" I said "go back in the freaking room!" he said and I did I sat on the edge of the bed and took the phone up on my ear again "hello?" I said "why did he say go back in the freaking room?" he said "what?" I said "is he hitting you!?" he said "no it was a joke" I said "you sure?" he said "yeah" I said "but I can't Justin" I said "why not it's just an hour" he said "I just can't okay I'm picking her up tomorrow" I said and hanged up I threw the phone behind me my cheek is hurting really bad why is he like that? why is he being that mean? But I just have to do as he says and be quiet I crawled in bed I'm tired I closet my eyes and fell asleep

THREE HOURS AFTER

I woke up to John kissing me he was on top of me "John" I said trying to get him off "stop you know you want me" he said and kissed my neck "no we need to get to know each other" I said "spare me for that crap you got to know me a lot today!" he said and looked me in the eyes I looked to the side "yeah no answer" he said and kissed my neck again I closet my eyes I feel disgusted because of this and I can't do anything about it he turned my head and kissed me on the lips

HALF AN HOUR AFTER

he got off me and laid on his back we tried to get our breaths back I turned on my side "goodnight" he said "goodnight" I said and dried the tears away I pulled the blanket more up and closet my eyes again and fell asleep

THE NEXT DAY

I woke up to John taking his clothes on he looked at me "I'm going now" he said I sat up with the blanket around my chest "okay" I said he gave me a kiss and walked out I heard the front door open and close I got up I took a pair of shorts and a tanktop on I walked in the bathroom oh god I had a scar on my lips side and it hurts really bad I took some concealer on trying to not make it look that bad you could almost not see it I have to get Annabelle now I walked out an over to the front door I walked out and over to they're house I knocked on the door no respond I knocked again I looked for their car it's here then why aren't they answering? I knocked one more time and Liam opened the door he only had a pair of boxes on his hair was messy and he looked tired he backed up and looked into the living room after the clock "you here already?" he said I nodded "well they're asleep on the couch" he said and backed up so I could come in I walked in and into the living room Justin was sitting on the couch with her on his chest he had a consoler in his hands and he had tilted his head back they looked adorable "should I wake him or?" I said while looking at Liam "I don't know I'm going back to bed" he said and walked upstairs I walked over to him I took Annabelle up and he woke up he looked around and then up on me "hey" he said with a smile he rubbed his face with his hands "well I just came to get her" I said "wait" he said and stood up he looked down at my lip Zayn Harry and Louis came down they looked at us "something's wrong?" Harry said Justin took a his thumb and was about to remove the concealer I took my head back "no wait" he said and put his hand behind my neck he removed the concealer "av" I said and removed his hand he looked me in the eyes "is it him?" he said I looked down "he's gonna regret it" he said and was about to walk away "no Justin I bite myself yesterday" I said he looked at me "it looks more like a cut than a bite" he said "Justin it's nothing" I said "you sure?" he said "Justin if there happened something don't you think you'd be the first one to know?" Zayn said they walked in the kitchen Justin looked at me "well I'm gonna say goodbye to her for now" he said and bended down he gave her a kiss on her forehead "bye my princes" he said while removing her hair from her forehead he smiled to her and looked up at me "she got your lips" he said and looked back down at her I smiled "Niall get down here and say goodbye!!" Zayn yelled while walking out and she started crying "ups did I do something wrong?" Justin said Niall came down "no you didn't it was Zayn" I said "what I didn't do anything" Zayn said and sat down on the couch "where's her blanket?" I said "ehmm" Justin said while looking around "here" Niall said and pulled it out from under a pillow he handled me it I took it around her and took her into my chest I kissed he head and she stopped crying I heard a car and I got really scared I looked out good it's not John "goodbye little bug" Niall said and kissed her on her cheek "bye guys" I said and walked over to the door "let me follow you out" Justin said and followed me we walked out he closet the door he stopped me "so if there happened anything you would come to me right?" he said "yeah" I said "and I don't only mean with her but with you too" he said

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