Justin Bieber- heartbreaker

''you still love me''

"But I don't really wanna lose him so is it alright I go out tonight?...alone?" he said "sure" I said "seriously? if this a trick then I won't go" he said "it's not a trick I'm serious" I said and gave him a kiss he looked at me "okay? but if this a trick-" I cut him off "Niall go have fun when you get back we're gonna talk about what you talked about at the therapist" I said "okay thanks babe" he said and gave me a kiss he walked out I walked out too I walked downstairs and in the kitchen Justin and Harry were sitting on the couch I looked out the window and looked at Angel she was running around with Walter I couldn't see Sam anywhere "hey Y/N I'm sorry for calling you a bitch" Zayn said Niall were behind him "it's okay" I said still looking after Sam he can't just leave them? "What are you looking after?" Niall said "Sam he never leaves them alone together?" I said "he's probably out getting something for them" Niall said "yeah your right" I said and looked at them "well we're leaving now princes" Niall said and gave me a kiss "where you guys going?" Justin said while walking in "out drinking" Niall said "cool" Justin said "wanna join?" Zayn said "no I haven't been drinking in a long time I won't ruin it now" Justin said "great watch Y/N please" Niall said me and Justin looked at each other "sure" Justin said "thanks well bye" Niall said they walked out me and Justin were left alone in the kitchen and we haven't been left alone after what happened last time I almost kissed him he looked at me "you still love me" he said "what? no I don't" I said "yes you do you almost kissed me" he said "no I didn't" I said "yes you did you can't deny that" he said "I don't love you" I said "like me love me I font care you still almost kissed me" he said I shook my head to the sides as a no "yes" he said "no" I said "you leaned in and said I shouldn't do this" he said "no I didn't Justin" I said and walked past him I walked out the kitchen did the rest of the guys leave too? "why won you just admit you love me and not him!?" Justin said while following me "I do love him!" I said while stopping at the stairs I looked at him "no you don't your just afraid to lose him that's all!" he said "Justin I don't love you I love Niall!" I said an walked all the way upstairs "no you don't because if you did love him you would argue with him more!" he said I walked in my room and closet the door I took my phone up ready to call Niall I can't call Niall he wants a night out I threw the phone on the bed I took a deep breath relax Y/N you know yourself that you love Justin no Niall! why do I have to live with them both? I hate feelings I hate love it's hard to decide what you want i looked out the window I saw Sam walking out the wood and over to the fence what were he doing in the wood? he opened the fence and took Walter out he closet it and they ran away? Weird.. I heard a knocking on the door I looked at it Justin came in "what now?" I said and crossed my arms "can't we talk?" he said "no" I said "why not? Are you afraid of telling me you still love me?" he said and closet the door "cuz if that's the reason then it's stupid you know I still love you!" he said "Justin will you just please leave me alone?" I said "no I wanna know!" he said "No! Justin I don't love you!" I said it got quiet we looked into each other eyes he turned around and walked out I sighed "Justin!" I said and walked out he walked in his room "Justin I'm sorry I didn't want to hurt you" I said while walking in to him "well you did" he said while looking trough his papers on his desk "I'm sorry please don't be mad at me" I said and took the papers away he looked down at me "I'm sorry' I said and hugged him he sighed and hugged back "so we're home alone wanna do something fun?" I said he nodded I took his hand and pulled him with me we walked out and downstairs "sit down and I will make us some popcorn'' I said while walking in the kitchen "I wanna choose the movie!" he said "okay!" I said while putting the popcorn in the microwave I took a bowl out I waited some time and took the bag out I put them in a bowl and walked out I looked at Justin's back there were facing me I walked up to couch an sat down he had a blanket on his lap I put the bowl between us "what did you choose?" I said he looked at me and back on the tv "ehmm grease" he said "cool I love that movie" I said he let out a small chuckle

ONE HOUR AFTER

I took a popcorn in my mouth I could feel that he was looking at me I looked at him and he was he smiled to me "stop looking at me when I eat" I chuckled and threw a popcorn after him "I'm not" he said and threw one back I looked back at the tv he looked at me again I looked at him and he looked to the side while scratching his neck I chuckled and put the bowl on the table I moved closer he looked at me and smiled I took his arm around me and held his hand the movie ended "well I think I wanna get in bed before Niall comes home drunk" I said and got up "yeah I should take my pills an get in bed too" he said and stretched when he stood up "wait we never talked about what happened at the therapist?'' I said while sitting down again he sat back down too "so?" I said "ehm we just talked about pills and that I should get some new ones that would help me to stop freaking out when I have a bad dream or something" he said "you shouldn't take pills it not healthy to take a lot of pills just to get some sleep" I said "what can I do? and it's only five pills" he said "what kind of dreams do you get?" I said he looked down and made a little cough "some about you ehm.. like getting kidnapped or killed by the chef.." he said and looked up at me "wait I have those dreams too but with you and Niall and there doesn't happen anything with me?" I said "because these I see how he does it and I don't like it" he said "I'm sorry to hear that" I said and held his hand "ehm what do you say to that I'm sleeping with you tonight?" I said and got up "yeah that would maybe help" he said while getting up we walked upstairs "let me just change" I said and let to of his hand I walked in my room I closet the door he was waiting outside my room I took my clothe off and took my pj on I heard the front door open and all the guys laughing "shh be quiet they're sleeping!" I heard Harry say "hi Justin!" Zayn said "well she's sleeping!" Harry said "well I'm gonna wake her now goodnight and don't interrupt us!" Niall said I walked out the room Niall came up the stairs Justing was leaning on the wall "hi hottie" Niall said and kissed me his breath smelled like alcohol i broke the kiss i looked at Justin "well night guys!" Niall said and was about to close the door "sorry!" I said to Justin he nodded he didn't look happy he walked away "Niall closed the door and kissed me "Niall take a bath and get some gum" I said he looked at me and kissed me again "Niall stop it!" I said "come on babe" he said and kissed my neck "Niall your drunk I don't wanna do it when your drunk!" I said and got him off "I'm not drunk" he said and pulled me into him "Niall go in your own room!" I said and opened the door "are you kicking me out!?" he said "yeah go in your own room take a bath and get in bed" I said and crossed my arms he looked at me "can't I just take a bath here?" he said "fine" I said he walked into the bathroom "Y/N look" Harry said while laughing he held Mittens and he had a toast bread around his head "oh Mittens'' I said and took him from Harry I removed the toast "don't do that!" I said and kissed Mittens "here give me him again" Harry said and tried to take him I moved to the side "no don't touch my cat" I said and pushed him out I closet the door I walked in bed Mittens laid down next to me I pet him Niall came out with a towel wrapped around his waist "so now I'm clean can we now?" He said while getting in be "no I don't wanna do it when your drunk" I said and kissed Mittens "a cat gets a kiss but not your boyfriend that makes a lot of sense" he said "you will get plenty tomorrow but not when your drunk" I said and got comfortable "so your just gonna sleep in the towel?" I said he nodded and true to remove Mittens "no leave him" I said "but I can't cuddle then" he said "your drunk you won't remember it tomorrow" I said "yes I will please take the cat down he's an animal not a human" he said i took mittens up and put him on my chest and pet him "he's not on the bed" I said "Y/N get him down" he said I sighed and put Mittens down he walked under the bed Niall took his arm around me "you just had to get drunk" I said "yeah" he said and kissed my cheek and down to my neck "Niall stop it" I said and remove his head "are you mad at me or something?" he said "no" I said "then why can't I kiss you?" He said "because your drunk" I said "drunk not drunk does it make a different?" he said "yeah" I said "come on babe" he said "Niall I don't want you to kiss me when your drunk you should have thought of that before getting drunk" I said "see I knew it! it was a trick!'' He said "no it's not!" I said "yes it was you made me drunk so you could get mad at me" he said "that's crazy" I said "not for you why do you wanna argue that much!?" he said "I don't can we just go to sleep?" I said he sighed and pulled me into him "I love you Y/N" he said "love you too Niall" I said "I really really love you what should I ever do without you" he said "I wish you weren't drunk then I would believe you" I said "what?" he said "nothing goodnight" I said "goodnight" he said and tried to kiss me on the lips I moved my head so he kissed my cheek he sighed after it "do you have to be like that?" he said "like what? I said "like that! you won't let me kiss you I brushed my teeth! what more do you want!?" he said i sighed and kissed him "happy!?" I said and turned around so my back was facing him "no not when your getting mad!" he said I didn't answer him "hello?" he said "what?" I said "you know what have fun sleeping alone!" he said while getting up "I will" I said he walked out Mittens jumped up on his spot and laid down I got up and walked out I walked over to Justin's room I walked in he was laying on the bed with his phone in his hand he looked at me and put the phone down I closet the door and walked over to him I laid down "shouldn't you be with Niall?" he said "no he got mad" I said and cuddled up to him he took his arm around me "goodnight" I said "goodnight" he said and gave me a kiss on my head I looked at his night table on his side I saw five packs with pills and a glass of water "shouldn't you take your pills?" I said he looked over at them "Zayn haven't been here telling me to take them so no" he said and looked back at me "Justin you should take them if they been helping you" I said he looked at the pills and took them he got up and walked in the bathroom I waited on him to get back and he came out "you don't min that I take a bath do you?" he said while putting the glass back on the night table "no not at all" I said he smiled and walked back in the bathroom he closet the door I got comfortable I heard the shower get on I closet my eyes and fell asleep