Learning to live on my own (Sequel to Step brother)

Old flame

We got in an uber and went back to the hotel he was staying at. New York was pretty so far the buildings and lights was way different from Florida. . Austin seemed really excited to see me and so did i. I had this pull in my stomach that almost told me to fuck him right in the uber but I had to fight that feeling. Austin was just so different I've always known that and I wish sometimes we didn't fuck it up. I feel like if we didn't have kids at such a young age we could still be together living this dream together.

We pulled into the hotel and it was a nice hotel. He was staying at the Biltmore. The valet opened our doors and we headed towards the elevators to go up to his room. Austin has had a smile on his face the whole time and I kind of wonder what he's gonna do once we get in that hotel room. I mean I'm down to fuck him but I really shouldn't.

"Look at the view" He said looking out the big window down at the city

"Real different from Florida" I chuckled

"Oh extremely"

"So tell me about it?"

"It's crazy. I have a photoshoot later and their gonna be promoting me all around and in magazines and stuff and tonight I have a performance in a little arena it's really crazy how fast everything is coming together. I have to go to the studio and finish my song it's just amazing Scarlet that I'm living this dream. We're never gonna have to worry about anything money won't be an issue our kids can have whatever they want and we can be living in luxury" He s said the smile only getting bigger

"Woah Austin this is crazy" I smiled

"I know it really is, and I wanted you to come here and experience something with me. I feel like we're closer then anything even if we're not that close. If that makes any type of sense" he chuckled nervously

"Yeah I feel you on that"

"How is my kids do they miss me?" He asked

"Of course they do, they love you more then they love me their always asking where's daddy where's daddy" I said rolling my eyes playfully

"Aw I miss them I really do"

"Austin?"

"Yes"

"Do you ever wonder what I would have been like if I didn't get pregnant" I blurted out

"What do you mean?"

"Like where we would have been. Like do you think we still would have been together?"

"I don't know maybe. They really changed our lives? Why are you asking this do you still wish we were together or something?"

"I don't know what I wish. It's just I wonder how life would have been if I never got pregnant and never slept with Alex and got pregnant again. Not saying I don't live all of my kids because their everything to me but I'm just wondering on the flip side where would we have been?"

"Probably living this dream out together traveling the world and one day having Lelia and Nevada"

"Yeah that's how I pictured it too" I said plopping down on the couch

"Where is this all coming from? Is this why you came here to talk about our feelings?" He asked confused sitting down next to me

"I don't know. I wanted to come down here and see you because I missed you and I wanted to be here for your dream. It's just I wonder sometimes how happy we would have been if we didn't have kids to worry about and jus ourselves. We're 20 with a 4 and 3 year old that just doesn't sound right. We should have been more carful and then we would have maybe been sitting here sooner and living the dream sooner and when we were ready for it had a baby" I admitted

"Maybe that's when we were ready maybe this is how it was all supposed to be. Did you ever think of it that way?" He asked

"Yeah I've thought both sides but we live that side so I'm curious about the other one"

"I know. Me too. Sometimes I wonder and sometimes I wish we were still together cause honestly I was so in love with you and I'd be lying if I didn't still have some sort of feelings deep down"

"Yeah me to honestly. I just wanna admit everything and get everything on the table" I said looking into his eyes that were more of a light blue with yellow strikes in it today

"Yeah" he breathed his hot minty breath on my lips

"I'm happy our kids have your eyes. It was the first thing I was attracted to your eyes made me fall in love" i said

"They say when you fall in love with the eyes the love never dies" He smiled

"Yeah i think that just might be true" I smirked

"I fell in love with your smile and the way you laugh. I loved your hair how it was so long and the way your eyes lit up when you seen me. I loved everything about you and I'd be lying if I said I didn't still feel the love"

Their was a pause of silence after he said that. We were just gushing at each other and I honestly felt like I made a right choice coming here. Maybe this is where I was supposed to be maybe we were supposed to be right here with each other. He started to lean in and I just want with it and leaned into him too. Our lips touched and I got that warm feeling inside of me that made fireworks fly around our heads and butterflies in my stomach. Their was no doubt I didn't still have feelings for this kid. I really messed up when I went with Alex but you can't reverse the past.

"You make me happy you really do" He said in between kisses. His hand trailed down to my ass and he squeezed it. I went on his lap and felt his hard on beneath me. I knew I wanted him but I didn't know if it was the right thing to do. But we did it anyway.

"You make me happy to Austin. Now can we go in that room of yours and take care of this" I said running my hand over his boner through his jeans

"Fuck yeah" he said lifting me up and carrying me to the room setting me down on the bed. I haven't fucked him in so long or anyone for that matter this was just all right for some reason.

He started unbuckling his jeans while I fumbled with mine. He tore his shirt off and you could tell he was working out because he had some abs popping through. He was hot and I made a right choice making him my baby daddy for sure.

We ended up having sex that night and it was great because I always loved doing that with Austin and now I wonder where this event is gonna take us.

A/N

Awwww I love them!! This book just gets better and better. But they can't be together yet 😏.

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