Kuroo X Reader ( till my last)

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Kenma: we need to talk like catching up to do, please how bout I buy you coffee?" he asked you, you smiled and nodded since you don't have any plans that day and why not catchup with your high school batch and to think about it, it is not really a bad thing. You followed him in the nearest coffee shop which is around the campus, settling your stuff on the table once he took an empty place he then commented you.

Kenma: you look a lot cuter and more beautiful than before y/n I guess life has been really good to you?" he commented making him smiled at you, you nodded in agreement you were always comfortable talking to Kenma he was one of those people you feel secure when you are still in the volleyball team

y/n: well it's been a while how are you? I never saw you here. So It was really a surprise to see you in the university " you smiled at you, he giggled and smiled taking his phone in the process " how about you give me your number so we can keep in touch?" he added, you nodded as you took the phone he offered and quickly putting in your number. Once you are done you gave him back the phone as he nodded before speaking again

Kenma: I just transfer here this year so I am prey new, that explain why you only saw me here today" he smiled warmly before lifting his hand to get the attention of the waiter in the counter, you beam at him understanding his explanation it was always fun to talk like this, one you might actually had missed. The waiter then walked his way to your table as he hurriedly waited for your orders

y/n: I'll go with cake and coffee" you spoke to him, Kenma eyed you a bit before speaking " I'll get some chocolate mouse and a crumble berry icea coffee" his voice was clear and it made you realized how you missed him, he then slowly face you as he spoke again

Kenma: you know I am paying right " he smiled at you, you smiled and declined the offer but you know it will make the conversation longer so you nodded in agreement " YESSS" your smiled was vivid, it has been a while since you were this happy

y/n: so do you have contacts with friends??" as you tried to talk to him, he looked at you before speaking again

Kenma: well not all of them but most of them, they are all busy with life" he added as the waiter soon arrived bringing your orders. He hand over the orders as he placed the drinks swiftly on the table top, he gave you one final smile before walking back to the counter. The coffee was hot and he cake was extra big, he offered you the cake and you accepted it anyway

y/n: I see, that's good to hear" you smiled sipping your drink, the aroma was really sweet that it made you smiled involuntarily, he eyed you as you do so not taking a single chance to meet your eyes

Kenma: everyone will be very happy to see you" he added, as he gently pick up his cup before sipping the sweet content

y/n: you think?" as you bit your lower lip, you wanted to ask about Kuroo but then your pride eat you up inside

Kenma: well yeah like Yaku, Lev, Yamato" as he continued to call out the name of the familiar people in the volleyball, you patiently waited until he called out all the names of your friends, you anticipated him to call out the name of your ex but to your disappointment the name you once loved calling was never called. Confusion you placed your drink down on the table top before speaking to him.

y/n: how's Kuroo?" you asked him which shocked him, his eyes were wide as dinner plate like he was looking at you with disbelief. He settled down his cup on the saucer as he looked at you seriously, the mood suddenly changed as you realized the cold stare he was sending you the uncomfortable swing was really heavy what could have happened?

Kenma: Y/n? You didn't know?" he asked you, you were confused but you wanted to know what he was talking about. It was rare to see Kenma react this way

y/n: didn't know what?" as you tried to calm, he was being oddly serious now and you can feel the atmosphere sudden changed.

Kenma: Kuroo kun died after we graduate " as he looked at you in the eyes, you were dumbfounded but decided to confirm to him.

y/n: don't kid with stuff like that Kenma, what are you talking about? " as you tried to laugh a bit but he looked at you with sad eyes, your giggle tried to drown the very cold words he spoke but then when you noticed his reaction didn't change you stop smiling as you speak again " how? " you asked him as he looked at you

Kenma: Kuroo san is ill even before we graduate, he wanted to keep it a secret but then his parents told me about it. He was under surgery for a very long time, even before we finished our study, and it was basically the reason why he. Umm left you" as he tried to looked at you, the uncomfortable mood was growing heavier your heart thump with pain as you down the words he was talking.

y/n: what do you mean? I am sure his reason is cause he was bored or me or cause he is having another girl" you tried to reason out to him, but he spoke softly

Kenma: you were the last person he has mentioned before he died, I know cause I am there when he left" he added " he broke out with you because he know it will hurt you if you will know about his illness and he don't want to burden you with it" as he continued " He had truly loved you even in his last moments" he added the soft words from his mouth was like an electricity sent to your veins.

y/n: why???" you looked almost crying at him, he moved to your place to hug you and the tears you tried to keep falls naturally like it was meant to be there for so long. " He was selfish he didn't tell, I should have been with him but he didn't tell me" you cried in his arms

Kenma: he wanted you to live your life he don't want you to be tied to his love and that is the reason why" he added recalling his friends final hours

Flashback//

Kuroo: you know Kenma even I know I will die soon" he pause a bit before speaking again " but I don't regret it" he smiled softly closing his eyes as he huff a mouthful of air " but I regret not being with y/n even before so, I wanted to make her happy for the rest of her life but I think that won't happen now, I love her but then this illness came up to nowhere" he smiled sadly looking at the dextrose attach to his hands " I wanted to give her my life and have family with her, a small house and a car or even a dog, maybe have daughter or son??" he teared up " I wanted to be with her forever, this is so unfair" he cried the voice that resounds the room was sad and very heavy, Kenma looked at him with pained eyes, he knows Kuroo well they've been together for the longest time.

But seeing him in this state hurt him and knowing fully well how his best friend felt towards y/n made him even more sad, he pity Kuroo and he pity y/n their love was pure but fate has other plans. He eyes his crying friend and silently whispers wish that it was just all a dream. That night Kuroo gave out his last breathe smiling as he was calling y/n for the last time

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Kenma: he wanted you to know he had loved you so much" he smiled sadly, and you nodded. You know in your heart that he really did loved you, and even when he left you that time you can't really bring yourself to hate him. You tried to forget him but deep in your heart you were still longing that maybe in the future he will call you back into his life,

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