for him. ✔

chapter nineteen.

"Why are you here?!" Baekhyun shrieked.

"Th-This is my room!" Chanyeol answered in a voice an octave higher.

Baekhyun didn't bother to argue. He just nodded, flustered with eyelashes fluttering. He glanced once more at Chanyeol, saying, "I'm going to my room," then disappeared behind the comforts of his room, away from Chanyeol's presence.

"Oh god," Baekhyun sighed as he crashed onto his bed, his hand pressed against his chest in a futile attempt at trying to calm down his crazily-pounding heart.

What kind of life did he live to deserve this kind of torture? Baekhyun certainly did not want this happening to him. Chanyeol has already moved on, and even though Baekhyun's feelings has bloomed so quick, he was quite sure that they'd vanish if he just avoided Chanyeol as much as he could.

But how? How could Baekhyun possibly do that now when Chanyeol and he were roommates? He'll get to see him everyday, probably topless again, then they'll have to see each other again in the afternoon after classes. Then when Baekhyun feels the need to watch television or use the PC which has way faster internet that his laptop, they'd see each other again.

This was driving Baekhyun crazy.

A knock came on his door. Baekhyun sprung up into a sitting position, biting his nails nervously.

"Baekhyun?"

It was Chanyeol's voice.

Clearing his throat, Baekhyun then managed out, "What is it?"

Baekhyun closed his eyes and thanked the gods that his voice didn't waver, crack or stutter.

"Someone is waiting for you outside, someone named Kris."

Baekhyun hopped off of the bed, opening the door quickly. He bowed towards Chanyeol, saying, "Thank you" but making sure not to look at him and zoomed out of the door.

"Kris!" he exclaimed joyfully, throwing his arms around his ex-boyfriend.

"Hey Baekhyun?" his greeting came out like a question as he patted Baekhyun's back. He didn't blame Kris though - Baekhyun was never this happy when he sees him back during their time together.

"Were you going to ask me out for dinner?" Baekhyun said, pulling away from Kris' arms. He could feel Chanyeol's stare behind his back, which only made him want to leave as soon as possible.

Kris nodded, scratching the back of his head awkwardly. His eyes momentarily fell on the person behind Baekhyun, who was strangely giving him sharp and steely looks.
Baekhyun laughed and grabbed Kris' wrist.

"Great, let's go!"

The two made their way down the hall and to the main building, where the cafeteria was located. After getting their food, they chose a table at the corner.

"I see that you have a new roommate," Kris began. "Do you know each other from before and did you have, you know, an intimate relationship?"

Kris wasn't exactly ignorant and clueless, which is why Baekhyun wasn't surprised that he'd easily pick up.

"Yeah," he muttered. "We shared quite an interesting past and separated in a not-so pleasant way."

"Do you intend on patching things up with him?" he asked. "Maybe he wants you back... you should have seen the way he stared at me back there."

Baekhyun shook his head. "He has probably moved on."

"Doesn't seem like it to me," Kris said.

Baekhyun shot him a pointed look. "You're just seriously leading me on, dammit Kris. As much as I'd like to connect again with him somehow, I don't think it'll be easy. Sure, maybe we can be civil and friendly, but that's that. And what I did before to him was quite of a douche move. He probably still couldn't forgive me."

"You won't know anything if you didn't at least try," Kris rolled his eyes. "Stop deducing amd assuming. It won't do you much good, you know."

The petite male sighed as he leaned back against his chair.

"You know what Kris?" he spoke. Kris looked up at him and raised one charismatic eyebrow.

"What?"

"Chanyeol is a different case for me," Baekhyun twirled his spoon through the soup appetizer. "While I'm okay with you and everybody else leaving me, it's so different with him."

"Different like what?"

"I'm afraid that he might leave in the end, for the sake of revenge."

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after more chapters and this will be done already hehehe i'll be posting a new story tomorrow which i will officially start writing for once this is done