You kicked all my walls in (Harry Styles One Direction Pregnant Fan fiction)

Mocking bird

Hey guys! So thanks for the reads, comments, votes ect! It means more to me than you will ever know! So I was thinking about setting up a tumblr page with images that relate to the book? This is because most of my ideas come from images or they help explain certain sections of the book. So let me know if thats something you would like to see! Anyway so I have something new for this chapter and if you would like to follow the youtube link and skip to 2:32 it is pretty much how the last section of the chapter goes and the emotions and all that stuff :) Thats where my ideas came from so I DO NOT own nor have anything to do with the making or production of the tv show :) ENJOY AND VOTE AND COMMENT XXXX

"Get me some aspirin" harry moaned from the floor. I rolled over to see that it was 11:30. Shit we have to be out of the house by 3 and I still have to empty the refrigerator so the food doesn’t go off. I could definitely hear movement down stairs. "Hannah....." harry groaned.

"What could you possibly want Harold"

"Aspirin" he whispered as the sound of his own voice gave him a headache. I pulled my phone from the bedside table and texted Liam so bring the aspirin and a glass of chilled water up. Sure enough he came straight up.

"Hey. Baby making you feel sick again?" He asked sympathetically as he sat on the edge of the bed.

"Well not this baby" I pointed at my stomach. "That one down there" I referred to harry who was sleeping again. 

"Oh god. I knew he should have stopped after six beers" he knelt down to Haz and gave him the aspirin and water.

"He was terrible last night.  Honestly Liam I don't know how much more of this I can take.

 I let out a sigh. "Hannah. I don’t know. He is a great guy and he will be a great father. He didn’t mean to drink so much

I gave Liam the ‘are you serious look’. "He can’t hear us Li he is so wasted. No one forced him to drink; no one shoved those beers down his throat and made him swallow so yes it is his fault"

"What are you gonna do? Its not like you can walk away because he is best mates with your brother and you are best mates with the Niall and Zayn."

 "Well maybe I shouldn't be coming on this tour. I could move back home with my mum and she can help with the baby and then I can move out on my own?" I didn’t like the fact that those words came out of my mouth.  Was that how I was really thinking

"Wait wait wait. Hannah you can’t just get up and leave. Harry loves you and he loves the baby he would literally fall apart if you leave......we all would." He sounded sad and he was right but at the moment my heart tells me to protect myself and my head doesn't know what it wants. Liam shrugged as he stood up and walked down stairs. I looked over at harry who gad begun drooling on the floor  "argh" I moaned as I threw my body back onto the pillow with my hands on my belly. I had all of a sudden over the past three days begun to show. Not that harry has taken any notice.  Anyway, the bump is there and it’s pretty cool knowing you have a baby inside of you

"Here let me take that for you my princess" Louis winked as he grabbed the bags from my hand. Since I didn’t grow up with a dad around there was no one to call me their princess and no one to be the king until one day when I was four and Lou was 7 he made a tiara out of cardboard and promised to always be my king and hero, till this day he calls my his princess

I smiled in return as I walked towards the big red and black bus. For some reason the bus feels more like home than our actual house. I guess it’s because we have spent so much time in there over past couple of years. Once we settled into the bus Liam, Zayn, Niall and harry went to their bunks for a quick nap. So it left Louis and I to talk

"Hannah?" He asked

"Yeah Lou?" I replied as I sat on the

"Are you thinking of leaving us?" My head shot up as he said the word leaving

"Where did you hear that one Louis?”

"I over heard you and Liam earlier this morning.  Hannah why didn’t you tell me things with Haz had become this bad? I could have talked to him about it

I know Louis feels as if he needs to be there and needs to protect me from everything, but sometimes I have to fight my own battles.

"I didn’t tell you because I knew this is how you would react. Things between harry and I aren't going great.....i’m not gonna lie to you Louis. He made the choice to say hat I was pregnant to the media.... he does things without thinking about how it effects us" I was now rubbing my stomach. 

"Don’t go. We need you..... Ill be here to support my niece or nephew. Hannah I need you around to keep my grounded" he was actually pleading with me

"I don't know Lou. Sometimes I think harry I would be better friends than boyfriend and girlfriend. But then my heart tells me that I cant leave so I have no clue what I'm going to do. I know that he will be a great father and I don’t want my kid to go through what you and I went through but I also don’t want my child to be exposed to certain things." I felt a tear fall as the memories of my childhood flooded back.

Lou grabbed my hand and leaned forward.  "You're baby, will never go through what we went through because i’m here, Eleanor is here and our baby is going to be there too and we will never let what happened to us....happen to them. It's you and me against the world princess, like it always has been" he shot me a wink as he wiped the tear from my cheek

"Get back here!" Louis, Niall and Liam yelled at Zayn as he took off through the parking lot with his skateboard,  leave just harry and I alone

"Harry can we talk......?" I curiously asked whilst playing with my hands.

"What would you like to talk about.....?" He said sarcastically. Just as I was about to say something he cut me off. "How about the fact that 'maybe you shouldn't be on this tour' or maybe that you're having second thoughts about this.  Wait wait I’ve got the perfect topic. How about that fact that you think I would treat my son or daughter the way your father treated you?!" He yelled back putting emphasis on the 'you' at the end.

I stared back at harry with wide eyes "You are constantly looking for a way out of this relationship. I am here for you.....I am here for our baby and that’s not good enough for you!  You're still waiting for the other shoe to drop.....waiting for this not to work

My breathing became heavy as I struggles to come to terms with what he just said. Harry threw his hands in the air and I could easily tell that what he overheard really cut deep.  

"I don’t want to fight......I just wanted to talk"

“Yet here we are fighting......and i’m getting really tired of fighting"

 TBC

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