Somewhere in Neverland

And weekends with our friends

Kirsten made faces as Lisa got back at her with the secret still kept away. Her womanly instict was pulsating like crazy. Normally, she would just shut up and let the secret come out in spontaneous situations. But with Lisa, she felt so eager to know everything, even if its not about the reason why she came over or the appointment thing.

But Lisa was far more better in keeping things to herself. She could at least wait it out until the afternoon and let Alex hear it first. She's afraid that if Kirsten would know it, she might bring out a different aura that will spoil her plan. She trusts Kirsten that she's not the one who will spill out important secrets, but she still wants it to go the way she planned.

"So how's the newly engaged couple doing?" Lisa diverted the subject to keep Kirsten's thought away from her secret. Kirsten blushed when Lisa called them as newly engaged couple. She smiled sheepishly as she looked away. It slipped out of her mind that she was already engaged with the most wonderful person she has always dreamed about; the person who she chose over everything that she already had; the person who made her turn her life around completely.

Lisa poked Kirsten's side so she would look at her and that she could see her happy face. "Terribly happy, Lisa. But I still can't believe everything though. I always think that this is all just a dream and with one wrong move, I might wake up and get back to being a stinky normal ass girl back in my country."

"As far as what I heard and what Alex told me, you already tried to get your ass back home, right?" Lisa asked and Kirsten nodded back at her. "And you failed because he didn't let you."

"Yes and because I have this contract as a merch girl and I don't want to pay too much. Haha!"

"See? He wouldn't let you leave unless, maybe you're with him. Everything is different now, Kirchie. We are forever connected with them. " Lisa was almost teary eyed as she spoke out. Inside Kirsten's mind, she's agreeing with what Lisa concludes with their life as another half of a band member.

Forever connected might look like an overstatement, but its true. Even if they would part ways in the future, Kirsten will always be the merch girl and the one who sang along with Alex on the reprise of Poison; she will always be the girl who once carried Jack's baby. Lisa, on the other hand, has a modelling career already but most of her fan base came from All Time Low's. She will always be the Lis in Lisex. It was like they have already carved their future alongside the band. In better or worse, they have to be there.

"Have you ever thought of running away from them?" Kirsten asked but all she got was a confused Lisa. "I mean, getting away from the shadow of All Time Low." Kirsten made some double quotes in the air as she said shadow.

"When Alex and I called it quits at one moment, yes, maybe I tried to run away from them. And it's a hopeless situation, just by thinking about it. If you just stay away from them, people will still know you. Doing something bad will just make you even more popular."

"Well, you're already at that situation huh?"

Lisa looked at her friend with questioning eyes. "Are you planning something, like leaving?!"

"No. No, I'm not!" Kirsten exclaimed. "But to think about it, I might not be recognized at all. You are Alex's girlfriend and I'm just the merch girl. People can forget about me without even trying."

"But the real people who loves All Time Low, won't forget." the two nodded their heads in agreement.

"I just hope that I will be someone who is a happy thing that happened to All Time Low."