The One Thing I Never Expected | Ryden | By Ericasaur on LiveJournal

Chapter Eight

   "Um...we should go shower?" I ask Ryan with a playful smirk. He doesn't answer, just bites his lip and nods, grabbing my hand and tugging me along to the bathroom. I know I probably shouldn't be nervous about this, but I mean, we've never both been completely naked together. We haven't done a lot either, just that one blowjob he gave me and the dry humping that just occurred on my bed. Also, my mother could wake up at any minute. The last thing she needs to see is Ryan and I in the shower together doing God knows what. It does kinda make it more fun though, knowing we could get caught. Adrenaline rush and whatnot.

"Brendon," Ryan says, waving his hand in front of my face. "Are you getting in or not?" It seems that while I was focused on my inner monologue, Ryan succeeded in getting all his clothes off and is already in the shower, smiling shyly.

"Oh, yeah, sorry," I mumble before stripping and joining him. Now we're both just kinda standing there. Well, this is awkward. I don't really know what to do with myself now.

Ryan suddenly starts giggling. I shoot him a confused look. "We're naked in the shower together," he laughs out. And he's supposed to be the older, more mature one here. I swear sometimes he makes me feel like I'm taking advantage of a child.

"Amazing observation skills," I reply dryly. He rolls his eyes before walking toward me, backing me against the shower wall. He lets his eyes wander down and then back up my body, completely shameless. He runs his hands along my sides before resting one on my hip and the other behind my neck, pulling me in for a soft kiss. As soon as our lips touch, I can feel him smile. I smile too, and now we probably look like a couple of smiling idiots, but I don't care. It's getting really steamy in the bathroom, and I realize how hot we have the water. All the steam just makes the kiss even hotter. Ryan presses harder against my mouth before he flicks his tongue over my bottom lip. I open my mouth at the same time he does, and then our tongues are furiously twisting together, not really fighting for dominance, just rubbing against each other. Ryan makes a noise in his throat as he continues to deepen the kiss, but somehow keeping it soft at the same time. It's getting hard to breathe with all the steam, so we pull back to get some air. Ryan wastes no time attaching himself to my neck, though. I've grown to love him doing that. I don't know what it is about my neck, but he loves it. The way he's sucking gently on the most sensitive skin there has me writhing. He sucks, nips at it, and then gently licks over it. He moves back up my jaw to my lips, kissing me once more before pulling back. "Do you even like that? I do it all the time, and I never thought to ask you if you even like it," he asks. Have I not made it clear how much I like it? I thought I had.

"Fuck yes, I like it," I answer immediately. "I love it. It turns me on," I say in a low voice.

"Yeah?" he asks seductively. "Does it feel good?" He's practically purring in my ear now. I just swallow and nod. He smiles before going back to sucking on my neck, way harder this time. I moan loudly. Even though he can't hear it, I know he can feel the vibrations against my throat, because he smiles. He pushes his body against mine, and I become aware of a problem we both have. We just got off like, ten minutes ago on my bed, and we're already at it again. Jesus. I can already tell we're going to be like rabbits. I'm not complaining, though.

I realize Ryan is completely taking control right now, and we can't have that, now can we? I push my body against his until I'm off the wall, and I guide him toward the water, so we're standing under it, and then I gently push him against the opposite wall before sliding down onto my knees in front of him. I'm trying to look like I know what I'm doing here, but I'm freaking out on the inside. Sure, I've thought about doing this loads of times, but it's way different when you're actually going through with it. I glance up at Ryan to see him looking at me wide-eyed with his mouth open. It's suddenly hits me how much I want to do this, and not just to make Ryan feel good; it turns me on, thinking about having him in my mouth. And with the way he looks right now, all flushed and sexier than I've ever seen him, it's not hard to disregard any lingering hesitation. He's got his hands tangled in my hair, anticipating what I'm about to do. He's never had this done before, so if I can do it half as good as he did, then he's about to have quite a nice surprise.