Once a player...

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❣️Naomi's pov❣️

I sat in my room on my windowsill with my legs hanging out of my window.
If I jumped right now. I would be gone. Poof.
I looked down at the people below me enjoying their days as they walked up and down the street.

What's wrong with me?
What's Jessica got that I don't?
Why doesn't Kai like me?
Why was I not good enough..?

So many questions...

I came to the conclusion that Kai just didn't like me..

But why?

I ran my hand through my hair

Am I too ugly?
And my boobs not big enough?
Am I not "cool" enough for him?

I guess everything about me wasn't good enough...

I looked back down at the street.

I smacked the side of my head.
I thought to myself.
'Why don't you just jump you idiot?'

Because I don't want to...
But why?

Because

Of

Corey

Every time I get sad I think of him...

His smile
The way his ears get red when he's Embarrassed
The way he talks to me
He's so caring

I smiled

I looked back down at the street one last time.

Then I stepped inside

Closed the window

And went out of my room

I walked into the living room and saw Corey on the couch watching a movie.

"What are you watching?" I asked him

"White chicks." He said glancing over at me.

"Hm, never seen it."

He looked over at me wide eyed and paused the movie. "You've never seen white chicks?"

"Nope." I smiled "is it any good."

He rewinded the movie to the beginning

"You watch it and tell me afterwards." He laughed and lifted up his blanket

I got under his blanket and snuggled my head up to his chest and put my legs over both of his. He put his arm around my waist. Then he played the movie

But while it was playing all I could concentrate on was him. And how happy he looked.

On a commercial he paused it and looked at me

"Hey can I ask you something?" He said looking into my eyes. I nodded

"What happened with you and Kai?"