"Soo... what happened when I was gone? Jenn is it that bad? Why are you freaking out? Can you answer me? Kate why is she not answering me? She's okay ri-" She started saying but suddenly she stopped talking. "I'm sorry for all these questions, I've been a curious bitch these past few days. Maybe it's the pregnancy hormones kicking in?"
Jennifer's face started to show emotions again. I guess she's out of that weird trance.
"Addi, before Kath is showing you anything just know there are some things we don't know okay? Things that are way beyond our boring lives. Try to keep an open mind and focus on the emotions that Kathy is giving to you, they will keep you calm."
Addison sat down on the bed giving me the 'you better keep me calm' look.
"Your turn." I said focusing on what I just told Jennifer.
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"What the? Holy fucking shit! Jenn how the hell did you stayed calm after this?! I think I'm going to have a panick attack!" Addison screamed and she started pacing around the room.
After a few minutes of Jennifer and I trying to calm Addison, with out much luck Mark came in.
When he saw Addison still pacing around the room with a look of horror on her face he ran up to her. He hugged her and Addison clearly relaxed under his touch.
Thanks a lot Mark.
When she was calm again she turned, facing me. "How come I haven't seen Blake in a few days when the conversation ended with sex." She said confused.
Mark had a look of disgust on his face. "Okay that's my cue to leave here... I don't want the details of your sexlife Kath." And with that he gave Addison a kiss on her cheek and left.
Addison looked at me with the 'you better tell me or else' look.
What was it with her and those looks today...
"Okay I'll tell you, I just couldn't show you through that memory because I can't skip time in those things. That means I would've had to show you what happened after that kiss and I really don't think you want to know." I said laughing awkwardly.
"Kay so just tell us now." Jennifer said with an hopeful expression.
"After Blake and I-" I tried saying but both Jennifer and Addison cut me off.
"Practiced baby-making?" Addison said with a grin.
"Had wild unicorn sex?" Jennifer said laughing.
"What's wrong with you two, and why the hell unicorns? We all know you secretly hate them." I said laughing. I paused for a moment trying to stop laughing.
"I don't know I just said it, deal with it." Jennifer said still laughing loud with Addison.
When we all stopped laughing I told them the rest of the story.
"When I asked Blake why he had never told me any of that before he said he thought that I couldn't handle it. I just got so mad that we had a fight. Now I think about it it didn't even make any sense. The fight was just about him saying sorry and me yelling he wasn't. I told him I needed some time and he left with the most broken expression I have ever seen on his face. I made him feel that way. If I wasn't such a bitch I wouldn't have fought with him." I said looking at my hands. When I looked back up they were both looking at me with wide eyes.
Jennifer was the first one to say something. "You two are absolutely crazy, I understand you got mad because you're the strongest and most stubborn person I know so you wouldn't 'just break down' but come on you two love each other. You should fight for him not against him!"
Addison nodded her head."I totally agree with Jennifer on this one, which doesn't happen often." She laughed and Jennifer playfully glared at her. "But Kath you can't give up when it starts getting hard. Like Jennifer said you are such a strong person but I think- and Jennifer probably agrees with me on that one- that your stubbornness is one of your biggest weaknesses. So you should, as the strong person that you are, conquer that weakness and just go to him. He's probably feeling like shit just like you are, and don't you dare deny it because I can see it one your face. This is killing you from inside out."
I sobbed feeling like crying, but the tears never came.
What if I could really never cry again?
"Kath get your freaking head out of the gutter and go to Blake, to fix things."
"What if he's not going to forgive me?"
Addison stood up. "Kath deal with your damn problems! This may sound bitchy but you really need to fix things between you two. Don't sit here and feel like shit while you could be out there making things right!" She said confidently.
"Okay I will, I'll go." I said and I walked to the door. When I was in the hall I heard Jennifer yell a 'That's my girl, go get him!'. I laughed and walked further, making my way down stairs.
When I was about to open the door I smelled something delicious.
He's here.
Am I ready to face him?
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Soo this is another chapter...
I had a major writer's block but I tried pushing it aside and to try writing this chapter.
It hasn't been edited yet because I really wanted to update becayse I've been lacking with the updates lately. So I'm sorry for that...
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