Andy Biersack Is My Father

My Addiction

Ashley's POV

"Ashley what the fuck were you doing in my daughters room"he said I couldn't tell him what happen the next thing I see is darkness

Jay's POV

I hear somebody hit the floor and I wipe my eyes get my notebook and a pen and run to the door and unlock it I walked out and see Ashley laying on the ground with a bloody nose I see dad being held back by Uncle CC struggling to get out of his hold

'What the hell happened' I wrote down and gave it to Jasmine

"What the hell happened" Jasmine asked out loud I slap Ashley gently a few times to make him wake up I snatched my notebook away from Jasmine

'Go get the first aid kit Jasmine and a cup of water and a towel and also aspirin' I wrote and gave it to her hurt flashed through her eyes but she went to get it she came back and handed me them

I touched his nose didn't hear a crack so I knew that it wasn't broken I quickly stopped his nose from bleeding then I took the towel and dipped it in the cup of water I then squeeze water on his face and then I wiped it of with the dry side then I slapped him gently and he woke up and groaned I gave him an aspirin and he took it he sat up and looked around

"What happened" he asked sitting up I opened my mouth to say something but closed it uncle CC gave me a weird look but I just shrugged it off and helped Ashley up

"Why were you in my daughter's room with the door lock"Dad said so this is what that is about I stare daggers into my feet I.can't.explode.calm.down I clenched my fist and my breathing became quicker I run down to the basements where dad installed the new punching bag in the corner and I started punching hard I knew that dad got the heavy duty bag because I break regular ones I keep punching it thinking about everything that happened my eyes are blood shot red and not from the contacts I start punching it even hard I blacked out and started going crazy before someone grab me and held me back I struggled to get out of their hold they slide down the wall with me in their arms and they rocked me back and forth by now everyone was in the basement

"What's wrong what happened"uncle CC ask I just sat there while he rocked me I look over at the punching bag and it has one of my blades in it I get out of uncle CC's hold and goes over to the punching bag I pull out the blade and look at it I tap it on my hand and then I realized that this wasn't one of my regular blades this is the one I cut with so it has dry blood on it

"Why is there blood on it Jay"ask uncle Ashley I look up at him and then that's when I spoke

"I cut someone with this blade and I guess I never cleaned it"I said half truthfully I did cut someone I cut myself and I did forget to clean it I looked up from my blade and uncle Jinxx and Lucy are looking down they know what I meant by that

"Jay we need to talk to you"uncle Jinxx said I nodded and everyone went in the living room probably talking about me like always

"You can't keep this from them for long"Lucy said and I look up at her and she looks worried

"Yeah your not okay and that's ok"uncle Jinxx told me I didn't go crazy like I normally will I just shake my head

"I'm just fine and I don't want to talk about this anymore"I said and went to my room I close the door behind me and grabbed my guitar and started writing a song

Jay Singing

1st Verse

Look me in the eyes and say