Andy Biersack Is My Father

The Misfortunate

Jay's POV

She looked at me and I smiled a bit at her she urged me to go on so I did I could tell she wanted to listen so I took a deep breath and continued

"At the time I first started you know self harming I didn't think I would be hurting anyone I was thinking​ no one cared I found my grandparents on my dad side and just thought they were taking me in out of pity since my mom never cared I thought that no one ever cared of course they did but yeah I met my grandparents and I met a beautiful girl one day out of the blue and just fell for her when I first laid eyes on her but before then I met black veil brides most of the members hated me picked on me for the way I was they knew how to press my buttons but once they found out I could sing play instruments they started being nice to me it was fake and I knew it was but I needed some love from everybody that was in that room at the time because they were so close to pushing me off a bridge then someone shipped me these body parts of my mom but it was like a clone because my mom was alive I went mute for 3 years because of my dad's girlfriend and because of what I saw I went on tour with the guys and I didn't talk to or go near my day because his girlfriend told me not to and I listened because she beat me I was so sweet then and of course I turned out like this because when I first told my dad that his girlfriend hit me he said she probably was playing with me and I took it serious so from then on I never told another soul what she did to me well she beat me on tour to and someone hide a camera under the couch and it video tape the whole thing once she was done I took the chip and asked for Jake's computer he gave it to me and I watched the video and Chris walked in while I was watching it he saw and he knew what my dad's girlfriend did but he promised he wouldn't say anything and he kept his promise then my dad was going to put me up for adoption I drew the line their and let my dad watch the video he kicked her out of the bus after Jessica beat the shit out of her I felt bad for the girl so I let her stay until the end of the tour and I didn't sleep because I couldn't and I hear noises in the back of the bus and caught my dad and her about to have sex I gave up and ran away for 6 years and when the person I was staying with brought me back I yelled at him and told him that I hated him and th-" I stopped and sat up looking away from her she sat to and she rub my arm I looked down in my lap and waited a second

"I told him that I hated him and to go catch his flight I hope it crashed and he died I ran up the stairs and walked in my room all of my anger vanished I thought about it and went running after him but he was already in his car and backing out I chased him by foot as he was pulling out of the street he was hit by a drunk driver in a Dodge Ram I think probably a F150 I don't anyway the car flipped over he had a few scratches on his head but nothing to major I ran to him and got him out I yelled-" I said and it came back in a flash

******Flashback******

"EVERYONE BACK UP THE CAR IS GOING TO BLOW"I screamed everyone ran I pulled oli out of the car and turned around and cradled him so he wouldn't get burnt the car blew up and burnt my back  and I could fell my ribs crack the explosion sent me and oli flying I landed on my back which hurt like hell but oli was still in the air I get up quicker than ever and catch him I'm so dizzy no but I'm not going to pass out

******Flashback Over******

I put head in my hands and sighed holding back tears I tapped my foot repeatedly

"It was all my fault that he got in the car accident I should've never told him that all of his friends and fans would miss him"I said and got up and started pacing I shook my head and tried to stay calm but it wasn't working

"Jay look at me"she said from on the bed I shook my head I couldn't make eye contact it was just hard

"Jay look at me"she asked again I just shook my head and leaned into the wall still tapping my foot