Jay's POV
We made it to the hospital but I haven't been able to go to her because she's in surgery but she'll be back in a couple minutes they say
"How are you feeling"Lucy asks as I lean back and slouch down in my seat I honestly don't know what I feel I shrugged
"Numb"I replied emotionless she sighs beside me and rubs her hands through my hair I laid my head on her shoulder
"Sometimes hope helps I know that for a fact"she says and kisses my head I smile a little at what she says before my name is called we stand up and about to walk down the hall but we were stopped
"Jayden Miller"she says I can feel Lucy flinched at my last name as if it hit her in the face I look at her with a concerned look but she brushed it off I'll ask about that later
"Biersack"I said and looked around uncomfortably I don't like that last name it makes me think and thinking is not good for me
"What was that"she said I sighed and cleared my throat
"My last name is not Miller anymore it's Biersack"I said sternly and calmly
"Ok Biersack and who are you"she asked Lucy I just grew irritated because she is fucking annoying
"She's someone who's going in with me now what fucking room is Sarah in for fuck sake"I snapped she looked scared probably because my eyes were mixed colors red and black my eyes do that though my regular contacts to change color I have to blink hard and they change color the reason I set it up like that so when I blink it won't change colors these are my real ones
"U-Um ok right this way"she said I roll my eyes and follow her with Lucy by my side Lucy grabs my hand and I look down at her now that I think about she is so short
"I'm not short your just tall"she says hitting my chest I laugh under my breath
"You don't even know what I was thinking"I say she nods and looks back in front of us
"Yeah I do because when you think of me your contacts turn purple"she says huh I never really thought about this before because there wasn't a time my eyes turned that color so therefore I don't know what it means maybe dad will know or someone
"Oh"is all I could say I don't know what it means I looked ahead also and look at the lady as we come to my mom's room I know what your thinking wow make up your mine what are you going to call her mom or Sarah bare with me guys this is new to me plus she still gave birth to me even if it was bad for me through my childhood I forgive her for it
"Ok she is probably sleeping but I don't really know just make sure she's not under stress or make sure she doesn't get worked up ok?"she said all in one breath I nod my head and slowly turn towards the door as the nurse walks away I feel Lucy gives my hand a squeeze and I give a small squeeze I finally open the door and let go of Lucy's hand and walked over my mom's bed side she was awake just staring out side I pull a chair up next to her bed and Lucy pulls another beside me I grabbed my mom's freezing hands
"Hey mom"I said with a small smile she looked over at me with tears in her eyes I quickly get up and hug her she automatically starts sobbing in my arms against my chest
"I am so sorry babygirl I am so sorry I'm sorry I wasn't a good mother I'm sorry I let those things happen to you"she cries I look down and rubbed her back
"Hey it's fine I don't care about that anymore just push through this I know it may be hard but if I know anything I know that you are a fighter and nothing can take your pride away mom I forgive you for everything"I smiled a sad smile and she smiled one back I sat back down after she pulled away
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Andy Biersack Is My Father
Random"How would you know you're like what 3 or 4" Andy said I could feel my blood boil at how how much of an idiot he is Jayden Rosemary Miller is someone who has had a troubled past since she was 1 with her mother and her grandparents but what happens w...
