Depression isn't
b e a u t i f u l
no not at all like in them movies
not like in them hotshot books
It just hurts so very much
like someone put a sword through
your broken little heart
but you don't die
it just becomes very hard to take it out
and so it just keeps on hurting
that pain isn't beautiful
i'll say it in my death bed if you don't believe
say it before i jump off a bridge and my body hits
the sharp end of rocks underneath
and when you see my blood splatter and pool
maybe you'll puke and see how it really is
~
