Finish Line

12

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"Damn! Tangina! Putangina!" Alyssa said and continue punching the wall.

"Bro. Teka! Tama nayan!" Mika said and inawat nya si Alyssa.

"Tangina." Alyssa's cursing while crying.

"Im so stupid." Alyssa mumbled.

"Pre. tama na." Gretchen held her shoulder.

"Im so stupid. Stupid. Idiot. Pathetic." Alyssa said and Punched the wall that cause her knuckles to bleed.

"Damn! Tangina! Ang Tanga ko!" Alyssa continued cursing herself. Kim pulled Alyssa for a hug.

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"Besh." Ella called Dennise who's now in tears

"Si Alyssa besh." alyssa said between her sobs.

"Besh what happened?" Ella asked worriedly.

"Pinatigil ko na sya." Dennise said between her sobs

"What?!"

"besh masama bang isipin ko yung kapakanan nya? besh masama bang isipin ko yung safety nya? besh i am mad at her. mahal ko sya pero bakit nya ako ginaganito? i just want to trust her. ayaw ko ng mag racing sya. Natatakot akong mawala sya saakin." Dennise said and cried like a baby.

"Besh. Im here. naiintindihan kita." Ella said and hug her.

"Thank you besh." Dennise said.

"Anong balak mo?" Ella asked.

"I need space besh. I need it." Dennise said while wiping her tears.

"Paano si Alyssa?"

"Mahal ko parin sya no matter what happen. pero i'll let her realize kung bakit ko ginawa sa kanya to." Dennise said and cried again.

"I love her besh, but i think my love for her is not enough para piliin nya ako over racing." dennise said bitterly.

"Okay okay besh." Ella said.

"You want ice cream?" Ella asked.

"Hm. okay." She smiled weakly.

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"pre tama na. ano bang nangyari?" Gretchen asked.

"Ayaw na na Tol. Pinatigil na nya ako." alyssa said and cried.

"Tol." Ara said.

"Im sorry." Chen apologized.

"It's fine. aayusin ko to." Alyssa said and wiped her tears.

"Yan! Ganyan tayong nga gwapo!" Kim agreed.

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"Hey Nicole. Nandyan si Dra?" Alyssa asked.

"Wala po eh. katatapos lang ng duty nya. papauwi narin po ako." nicole said. Napayuko nalang si Alyssa.

It's her 8th week ng panunuyo kay Den. but there's no sign of Den. pati sa Unit nito ay napuntahan na ni Alyssa.

"Thank you. Pakibigay nalang sa kanya ulit." alyssa said and left.

"Andyan paba Nicole?" Dennise asked Nicole.

"Wala na po Doc." Nicole said and gave the bouquet of blue roses to Den.

"besh. hindi kaba naawa? Halos eight weeks na syang pabalik balik dito. walang palya. di mo man lang ba bibigyan ng Chance?" Ella asked.

"Besh. Mahal ko sya pero patunayan nya rin na mas pipiliin nya ako over that damn illegal racing." Dennise said.

"Gretchen said na hindi na sya lumalabas ng bahay. She's busy studying and busy sa panunuyo sayo. doon umiikot ang buhay nya besh nung pinatigil mo syang manligaw." Ella said.

"Besh." Dennise said. She's out of words after hearing what ella said.

"kailan mo sya papabalikin sayo? kapag pagod na sya. Den wala pang kayo. kayang kaya nyan sumuko sa Gingawa mo. Tinataguan mo yung Tao. Kahit ako mapapagod ako kung ako si Alyssa" Ella said seriously.

"Pero besh." ella cutted her off.

"Magsisisi ka na hinayaan mo syang mapagod sayo. Mamaya makahanap sya ng ipapalit sayo. Maiiwan ka lang sa ere na nagiintay pa sa kanya kahit ikaw naman talaga ang ayaw magpakita sa kanya kapag sinusuyo ka nya. pag pinagpatuloy mo pa to, maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow she will let you go." Ella said and that hit Dennise.

what if kung napapagod na nga si Alyssa?
what if kung makahanap na nga ng iba si Alyssa?
what if kung tuluyan na ngang bumitaw si Alyssa sa kanila kahit simula pa lang wala namang "sila".
at what if kung bukas makalawa mawala na sa kanya ng tuluyan si Alyssa?
that hit her. bulls eye.

"Ill talk to her Besh. aayusin ko na to." Dennise said.

"Yan! That's right!" Ella said and hugged Den.

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"Tangina tol! Bakit ganto? ang sakit! mas masakit pa to sa past relationships ko! Tangina! karma ko ba to? tangina! tangina! Ayoko na. iba to tol! hindi pa kami pero ang sakit sakit" Alyssa said and cried.

"Tol. wala kang kasalanan. nagmahal ka lang." Kim comforted her.

"Yun nga eh. nagmahal lang ako pero bakit ganto kasakit?" Alyssa said and drink her JD. bottoms up.

"Tol. tama na. masakit kasi totoo kang nagmamahal." gretchen said.

"Anong gagawin ko? "

"Let her go bro." Ara seriously said.

"Bro. mahal ko sya!" Alyssa disagreed.

"Tol wake up! Tinataguan ka na nya! mahal ba ang tawag dun! Tangina wake up!" Ara said and punched her.

She held her jaw and cried.

"You think i need to let her go?" Alyssa asked them. the Three agreed while gretchen shook her head.

"fight for her." Gretchen said.

"Wala ka ng ipinaglalaban Alyssa." Kim said.

"Mahal ka din nya." gretchen added.

"Kung mahal ka nya. tatanggapin nya yung pagkakarera mo." Mika commented.

"Fight for her. She's worth it." Gretchen said.

"Let Go. ikaw nalang ang nakakakapit sa inyo." ara said.

"I dont know." She whispered.

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She was in her deep thoughts about what Ara and Gretchen told her.

"Fight for her. She's worth it."

"Let go. ikaw nalang ang nakakapit sa inyo."

"fuck." she silently cursed.

she was holding the bouquet of blue roses when she finally wrote a letter on it.

"Hey Nicole good morning." Alyssa greeted Dennise's secretary. Alyssa was wearing her shades para di mahalata yung swollen eyes nya.

"Naks naman po. you wore shades pa para makapag pagwapo kay doctora." Alyssa just smiled.

"Palabas na daw po si Doctora. wait lang po."

"Ay no. just give this to her. Salamat. Salamat sa lahat nicole." Alyssa said and salute to Nicole.  Alyssa handed the bouquet of blue roses and left.

"Where's My Ly?" Dennise asked Nicole.

"Umalis na po Doctora. Sinabi ko naman po na papalabas na kayo." Nicole said.

"what?"

"Ang weird nya po. kapag naman pong sinasabi ko na Tapos na duty nyo. magiintay parin po. but this time. kahit sinabi kong palabas na kayo. umalis na po sya. Ay doctora. pinapabigay nya pala." Dennise smiled sweetly and smelled the blue roses.

"Thank you Nicole." den said and entered her office. kinikilig sya kahit hindi sila ayos ni Alyssa ngayon ay napakasweet at caring parin nito.

she read the message na naka attach sa roses.

"Im letting you go, Dennise. Be Happy. -Alyssa" her heart suddenly shattered into pieces.

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