Impractically Inseparable

It's Impossible (7)

(Warning, this chapter will contain thoughts about death...Read at your own risk...and if you don't read this chapter and want to know what happens, just message me....I'll copy and paste...just get rid of the thoughts, but if you are struggling with anything, I'm here to talk to. I promise I'll do my best to help you.)

Rosalie's POV

You would think that everything will be okay, but it just isn't. You'll never have a perfect life. It just doesn't happen. Haley thought she had a perfect life, but she doesn't. I never even experienced happiness. Well, that was until I met James. He makes my whole world spin, yet he doesn't know. I think that I am in love with James S. Murray. But what is the definition of love? I mean everyone says something different, so I don't know what to believe. I started dreaming about my future and hoped it was one with Murr.

"I'm a failure," Haley whimpered. "No you're not," Joe whispered bending down next to Haley. She looked up at him and shook her head, "You're wrong Joe Gatto. I am a failure. You know why? Because I fuck everything up. None of you understand my pain except for Brian. He's been through what I'm going through except he wasn't abused." "Haley," Q's eyes watered and he pulled her away from Sal. He hugged her tightly and closed his eyes. "It'll get better. I promise." "How do you do it, Q?" She asked looking at him. "I surrounded myself with positive people and try to keep myself busy. It works most of the time, but it does take time for things to get better. You can't get rid of what happened, but you can get rid of the memories."

She closed her eyes and hugged him tightly. I smiled knowing Haley has someone like her who won't turn his back on her. Now if only I would stop thinking about death. It sounds great. I wished I killed myself when I had the chance before I fell in love with Murr. He's the only reason for me to live. Without him, I might as well be dead. Life would continue without me. Haley, Kerri, and Bessy could live without me. Right? Of course. I'm nothing special. "You okay?" Murr asked walking to me. I looked up at him and nodded. "I'm fine," I lied. He smiled slightly and gave me a hug. I blushed and buried my face into his chest.

He smelt so fucking good. I wish he was mine. I mean Haley already has Sal and I'm pretty sure Joe and Bessy will be dating in the next few days. Murr let go and walked back to the driver's seat. He pulled away from the police station and drove to somewhere near Staten Island. Haley was sound asleep against Sal and he slowly moved her so her head was on his lap. He ran his fingers through her hair and rubbed her arm with his other hand. Kerri and Q were quietly, talking while Joe and Bessy were asleep against each other.

"She's lucky that she ran into you," I quietly said to Sal. He looked at me and smiled slightly, "I think I'm lucky that I found her. I know that I only met her like five to six hours ago, but I'm in love with her." My lips twitched upwards and I slowly said, "Treat her right, Sal. Don't break her heart." "I wouldn't dream of it. She's too perfect. I don't understand why she loves me though." "Because to her, you're the cutest, smartest, sweetest and funniest." "Agree to disagree." "Sal, if I was her, I would probably say the same thing," I chuckled. "What? You don't think I'm any of those?" "No, because I think Murr is," I whispered. "Eww! Not the Ferret." I rolled my eyes and looked at Haley who was slightly snoring,

Sal looked down at her and smiled wider. "You're not going to tell the fans, are you?" Kerri asked. "Of course I won't. I do keep my life private." "What if she wants you to tell them?" "If she wants me to then I will, but I highly doubt she'll want me to." "You never know with her. She's very emotional." "I don't blame her. I mean after all the shit she's been through how could she not?" "True," Kerri shrugged and continued talking to Q. "Do you think she'll ever be happy?" I asked. "Of course. Nobody can ever be sad all the time. It's impossible. I should know. Q tried to be sad all the time. He grew his hair out and now he wants to grow a beard." (Yes I know Q didn't have long hair when he was 21. Let me go.) "Really?" I asked looking at Q. He nodded and I snickered. After I stopped I looked at Sal and said, "You should grow a beard." "Me?" He laughed. "Yes, Haley actually made an edit of all four of you with beards and let me just say that you and Q look better with them. It suits you two better." "Show me."

I pulled my phone out and went to Haley's Instagram. I pulled up the pictures and showed Sal. Then I showed Q. "Holy shit," they both said. "Yeah, I know Haley is amazing." "I think I need to grow it out now," Sal chuckled. "Same Sally boy," Q commented. I laughed and was startled when Murr said we arrived. We woke up Joe and Bessy and walked off the bus, well except for Haley. Sal carried her. I walked to the truck and got mine and Haley's suitcases. I walked back over to where Sal was and saw that Haley's head was in the crook of Sal's neck. She also had a fist full of his shirt. "Can I please take a picture because this is adorable." Sal sighed but agreed. I smiled and pulled out my phone. I took a picture and sent it to Haley's phone. They were so cute together. I wish I had someone. Maybe before the month is over Murr will see something in me. Only one can hope.

(2 chapters in a day! Holy shit! It's been a long while since I did that. Haha.)